~Endless Requiem~

2006-12-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

man...yesterday was sure unexpected...i mean insanely unexpected.i was super bored at home,tired to call everyone i know and then ended up nobody was available to go out.SO,nick suggested me to go over...so yeah went there anyway...and then,some people who said that i got no life because my RO characters are better than his,he doesnt know how to re-assemble the fish tank filter he disassembled...lol how ironic...i wonder who's got no life uh.anyway...followed him to some meeting...shan't elaborate about it if i do there will be alot of mistake spotting and i want to avoid that so yah...by the time the meeting ended it was 10.30 ++ so i was like darn...i need to go get food and at any rate i wont be able to go home....went to westmall mac and got my food...then during the supper angel was freeking high...for some reason lol no idea why....

true enough...by the time i finished food buses were no longer available...so i decided to follow him back to his place...at first i was damn reluctant,because firstly common sense tells me that i have no extra set of clothings,secondly i just had a pretty big quarrel with my mom so...yeah....then after that his mom spoke on the phone with my dad...and my dad just agreed...haha man..unexpected...life are full of surprises...yeah now i know what it means.haha

so...i stayed over anyway...i mean no choice man...i got no money to take a darned cab home and busses were no longer there...so yeah screw them...then after that...we start paying RO...sickening but yeah...we had nothing else better to do then so RO was satisfying enough hahah all i ever did was MVP-ing gay monsters while nick trains and at the same time being taught by me...then after around3 we went crazy...we spouted nonsenses....all the way tll 6 am! lol we were like "omg the sky is so dark now" we need to sleep hahaha when its 6am and the sun is rising....slept at 7.30 am. haha then woke up at 12+ and then i went homme...meeting alane was canceled as she has something on so yeah...haha

CHOW!! lol

2006-12-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

Monneh...sweet sweet like...Hunneh...which gets eaten by a...Bunneh...that got smashed by a Trolleh....and people just went...golleh...and they ran to their momeeeh....and one of them was a little girl who had a...dolleh that is named molleh...that looed like a BOLLEHwood actress and a truck smashed all of them with a sound SHA-POW!!!!! - The Random Rangers (Ryan and Daniel ) 2006

it spwaned from a converstation between me and daniel we were freeking high and random so yeah...thats what you get from us!lol

bought a new set of clothes today fro x'mas =)) mwahaha mission accomplished i told them if they dont let me go there is a price...LOL

2006-12-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

man...slept at like3 am last night,the dream YES ITS STILL HAUNTING ME damn...this isnt very nice to recall or to post so yeah i wont do it here...NICHOLAS NG ZHENG woke me up this morning lol!!he called my hp and i picked up he went like 'yes boss?' then i was like 'wtf' he thought i called him..agaain is the mysterious call that happens to him...THEN went for ken do competition this morning...nothing much came in second AND someone blocked my senka...how sad is that man..like 1st time please...man gosh i hate this...slender as a snake,evil as daniel's evil eye.so far the toughest opponent i have ever encountered.fun fun...oh well going down to look for job later with darren..so yeah cya around guys.

man im in a dilema...i want a job but if i get a job im afraid i cant take a christmas break and thus preventing me from spending my christmas with nick and daniel...hmm...i hope it somehow works out.THATS MY CHRISTMAS WISH THIS YEAR...yeap thats all nothing more...all i want is time doesnt matter if i dont get presents =)))))))))

2006-12-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

im feeling shitty again now....although nothing is really wrong today....but yeah...felt like a piece of cow dung.how i wish all these will end right now...i just cant seem to keep on with this anymore why? why?although i understand that this has a purpose in my life but i still want to ask why this happens...stupid yeah i know sorry for being an idiot.

'in this world there are no coincidences,only the inevitable awaits.'i know...but yes...i still cant swallow this fact...at least im trying to but with several breakdowns.... and actually those are fine with me i just didnt want to implicate those around me especially those who are dear to me...oh well...Over 1000 nights i have been looking out of the small window i have,waiting and watching untill the right star descent.

千の夜を超えて-Aqua Timez [Bleach the Movie:Memories of Nobody]

oh well i went out with daniel today just before church...he picked up his games and when we were back at our condo,this guard starts picking on him for some reason haha that was hilarious but kinda annoying...=.-

for what purpose i have obtained these wisdom that helps people?i kinda forgotten those
why do i go to great extent to help those around me ?i forgotten those to
what is my wish ?my wish is one...its for this nightmare before christmas ends during chirstmas

2006-12-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

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had a very very weird dream last night...i shan't elaborate but yeah before that mom nagged at me again...sighh like wtf...then i kept on thinking about the past and cried myself to sleep...yes i know only emos does that and i hate those,but i just cant keep it inside anymore... to the extent where i cant even bottle up my feelings anymore...then grabbed the last bottle of wine i bought and start drinking and the bottle was drained empty...sighh...i tried to stop but yeah...when no one's around to listen to me,drinking is all i can think of...

2006-12-02T10:42:00.001+08:00

these few days has sucked alot....the whole week has been nightmare.... how i wish all these are but nightmare before christmas...all that you dont want to happen everything you could possibly hate...as in HATE...
Wednesday
went over to nick's house...stayed overnight there,sure had fun there.a time where i can get away from MY HOUSE AND MY MOTHER AND everything i could possibly hate.Darren told me that there is this job at science centre and the interview is on thursday,so i included a set of clothes for the interview for the following day...had my dinner before i went there...no i think...nick's mom bought dinner for me...and then went into the room after that...chatted then angel went to play O2jam...then when it comes for nick's turn i went outside and talked to his mom...and then...went in again after he finished his game...couldnt really remember what happened that night but all i can remember is...we were talking about some ghost shit...then after that i mentioned *ahem* and then he got hyper and start talking about her all night he was practically ranting his lungs off...haha and what makes it worse was i was sleeping beside him on the same bed so...yeah the impact is more...ummm striking?haha but i liked listening to those...it made me think how i wish my mom hadnt had a miscariage and i would have a younger brother like him...bah!! we ranted about each other's *ahem* till say around 5 am!? haha amazing right? we were practically unable to speak any further untill he got knocked out first and i fell into a deep sleep soon after.
Thursday
something woke me up exactly at 8.30 went to bathe and then set off for science centre.met darren at the bus stop...went for the interview and when i thought it turned out well i guess i wasnt choosen for the job..so screw it...went back...was feeling very very lethargic already but tried to be like normal but i guess i couldnt help feeling tired...went to westmall with nick after that...then he went to kfc and i decided to eat too...then something bad happened...and i just broke down...i shall not commence with the rest of the story its shall just be between me and nick...

p.s:nick,i understand your intention and i appreciate it very much.but please i know you cant handle it so just please leave it,its not too late to turn back now...just let me have a peace of mind that if i cant help myself at least i dont trouble someone who is dear to me so...please be true to yourself dont do this,its making me feel even worse.

2006-11-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

1)Here's how you play the game
2)Put Your Music player on shuffle
3)Press Forward for each question
4)Use the song title as an asnwer to the question even if it doesn't make sense
5)Tag other 5 people to ask them to do this!

-How you feeling today?
Lost wings-Kajiura Yuki
confused...

-Will you get far in life?
Life-YUI
i can change my life??

-How do your friends see you?
Rolling Star-YUI
hmm...how should i put this...i want to live in a world where peace is the way of life??

-Will you get married?
Tomorrow's way-YUI
let tomorrow worry for itself?

-What is your best friend's theme song?
Rolling Star-YUI
sorry but yeah its rolling star again...

-What is your life's story?
If you are my love-Kajira Yuiki
hoping for someone that will always stay by my side?

-What was high school like?
Rush-UVERworld
hectic i guess and busy of course...

-How can you get ahead of life?
Tonight,Tonight,Tonight-Beat Crusader
er....just play along??

-What is the best things about your friends?
Baby it's you-JUNE
eh...they keep telling me that im the one that is thinking too much?and not to worry about anything too much?

-What is in store this weekend?
Fields of Hope-Rie Tanaka
Hope??hontoni??

-What song describes you??
D-tecnolife -UVERworld
hm...not making sense...im not so headstrong as what the song describes

-To describe your grandparents?
Life is like a boat-Rie Fu
hm....shiranai...

-How is your life going?
Fukai Mori-unknown
dunno....

-What song will they play at your funeral?
Motherland-Crystal Kay
does it mean im going back home?

-How does the world see you?
Tsubasa,the feather of love-FictionJuntionKAORI
er...as someone who is every changing??dunno if its good way of bad way

-Will you have a happy life?
I wanna go to a place-Gundam Seed Destiny
after i find the place...probably

-What do your friends really think about you?
Ai Ta KOKORO-UVERworld
hm...shiranai...

-Do people secretly lusts after you?
Lost wings-Kajiura Yuki
nonsensical i guess

-How can i make myself happy?
Goodbye days-YUI
if possible not to be sad anymore??

-What should you do with your life?
Rolling Star-YUI
seriously man...whats with this song...maybe i should try to achieve the 'dream'?

-Will you ever have children?
Life is like a boat-Rie Fu
not untill i get married at least?

2006-11-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

im feeling very down currenly lah...so people who talked to me in msn if i replied u harshly im sorry okay??im abit messed up just now..as usual...on the verge to be consumed by hatred...im suffocating..i dont know why im so full of it...im trying very very hard to forget it and my dear nichloas i said im trying very very hard...dont worry i wont leave myself in a lurch not doing anything about my current situation...thanks for bothering to talk to me and just ask what happens...you actually made me feel that im loved for once after so long..thank you but i still find it hard to open up to people...im trying hard to open up to you...sorry u have to wait for that...as of the current situation i think i'll figure it out somehow...

once again thanks ah nick...despite all my scoldings for you you're still here for me some poeple will probably give up on me...so yeah..thanks again...love ya lots <33 =)

(oi ppl dont get it wrong ah please be more open minded u will probably say that you your bestie too)

2006-11-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

yo people...just come back from michelle's birthday challet yesterday...it was fun and tiring at the same time...didnt really sleep for long...and unfortunately i'm abit lazy to update it so yeah...moreover something bad as in really bad happened solved though and im glad it is =))

went over to nick's house after that...coz mom not at home...then we slept in the bus...we missed a stop!! ahhhh lucky i saw katherine or else we will be at woodlands by then...then went down to the kopitiam and eat 3 egg prata while nick continued sleeping...till i finish eating then we went up to the house...chatted with his mom and angel abit before they went out,then we went into the room...i slept lah...darn tired then woke up and then i was damn hyper...but nick was sleepy now or hungry dunno him la...haha then we went down for dinner had fried rice and sweet n sour pork for dinner damn full eh...like at least a proper food after 3 days haha

went home and slept...and then this afternoon went over again...crapped and talked then went down for dinner again same thing =.= fried rice hokkien mee and 2 chicken wings ahhaa but satisfying though...and here i am blogging haha

2006-11-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head:
01:Nick
02:Daniel
03:Alicia
04:Dave
05:Kezia
06:Moses
07:Jayson
08:Wan Jun
09:Teck tee
10:Caryl
11:Crystal
12:Llester Choy
13:Alena
14:Alane
15:Mark Chua
16:Lin Jie
17:Christie
18:Norfi
19:Ervin
20:Endi

-When did you meet #04?
hm... few months back during national day celebration in the school took place

-Would you date #07?
are you out of your freeking mind damn it??of course NO

-Have you been in a serious relationship with #20?
=.- another yet stupid question...NO

-What would you do if you never met #01?
er...i guess i wouldnt be as crappy as i am now,but i would have missed a good listener and brother =))
-What would you do if #09 and #02 dated?
you are actually asking me??why dont you ask him but i'll save you the trouble NO

-Did you ever like #19?
as a friend yes...but not more than that thank you =.=

-Would #o6 and #17 be a good couple?
damn...i dont think so

-Do you think #o8 is attractive?
meh meh ?? NOOOO she is scary

-What would you do if#11 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
kinda impossible isnt it??
-What language does #15 speaks?
English & Chinese lah d-uh...
-Who is #o9 going out with?
dont know...but i have an answer though...mind your own buisness lol

-How old is #16 now?
gonna be 16 soon i guess

-When is the last time you spoke to #13?
my birthday celebration

-What is #o2's favourite band or singer?
thats easy MR.Big righhht??

-Would you date #1o?
she is attached man...i dont wanna be the extra>.<>

2006-11-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

i still havent been able to fix the previous post ppl..sorry you have to highlight it in order to see the rest and the crazy big fonts are yes...crazy..sorry for that blogger is kinda screwed up nowadays

2006-11-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

Instructions 1:

Name 13 who come straight to your mind......

Dun cheat or read the questions underneath first.

Instructions 2:

Answer the questions

instructions 3:

Afterwards,tag 6 people to do the same

Friends:

1-Geraldine EE

2-Xiao han

3-Nicholas Ng

4-Daniel Seah

5-Kezia

6-Moses

7-mark chua

8-Alena

9-alane

10-caryl

11-dave

12-alicia

13-wan jun

Questions~

1-how did u meet 10?

i got to know her from Benjamin chiew

2-what would u do if u never met 1?

I wouldn’t have been able to complete my dnt work if not for her printer xD domo arigatou gozaimasu nana-mama chan

3-what would u do if 6 and 10 dated?

Damn its never going to happen they don’t even know each other. But if it ever happens, I wish them all the best

4-have u seen 4 cried?

I don’t think so...he is too much of a joker to cry xP keep it up Daniel

5-Do u think 10 is cute?

lol she yearns for chocolate all the time but cute...i dont think she falls into the category maybe another category perhaps XD

6-how did u get to know 8
from mark I guess…we went to watch movie together with whole bunch of people

7-would u ever go on a date with 12?

Seriously I don’t know…hahaha maybe yes maybe no

8-what is number 7's favourite colour?
damn honestly I don’t know haha white??

9-what would u do if 6 confess he/she loves you

erm…I’ll ask him to screw himself man and meanwhile I will run to save myself from his gayness xD

10-state a fact about 9
she is a nice girl that accompanies me to loiter around the school when they are free periods xP

11-who is 4 going out with?
erm… so k-po mind your own business lah!

12-who is number 5 to u?
a good friend that gives you positive advices all the time =))

13-will u ever live with 13?
damn,NO she is violent but funny person though =))

14-is 2 single?
how many times do I have to tell you to mind your own business??

15-what do u think about 3?

Omg,I love him lots man!![Don’t get the wrong idea ppl] I didn’t want to be like bothered with him much with him at first, but somehow started talking to each other and he can really piss me off at times,he doesn’t make sense most the time,he is full of shit BUT he is a good friend to me =))rock on nick!

Many many fond memories though time span were short

16-what is the best thing about number 8?

No idea? I guess it’s her crazy mood swing haha

17-what do u like about 11?
you guys should really learn from him he has a very humble attitude and accepts advices with open mind I like that part of him the most good job dave =)

18-favourite memories with 6?
hmm…I don’t know…can I change it to 3 and 4 instead haha we had snails+slugs extermination campaign haha and it rocked!!

and the 6 people award that are supposed to do this are
...anyone who could be bothered to do this xP

update on the birthday boy's day

2006-11-14T22:16:00.001+08:00

as of today's event, which is my birthday...woke up in the morning and checked on my phone yea. there were 22 messages received yea...all were birthday wishes...thanks to those people who wished me!!

then met daniel at the condo's side gate and then headed down to CSC bukit batok,met alicia and alena there played bowling 2 games,the lady at the counter were super rude please??!! and then we went on playing for 2 games untill around 12+pm and daniel were enjoying himself taking pictures and videos of my stupid actions the three of them;alicia alena and daniel laughed their ass off...alicia kicked ass in bowling haha pro ah :MAN LESTER AND NICHOLAS missed hell lotsa fun in the bowling alley haha agree daniel??

yea then we went to sake sushi for LUNCH GYU DON ROCKS THE HOUSE MAN!! haha yeah...i solo-ed the whole plate of KAKIYAGE after which i was super full... then we sat down and chatted there for like pretty long then we decided to move out after i was bloated with the ocha

alicia have to go home she couldnt come to us with orchard pang seh...haha joking,then we went to town...which was lester's first visit to the town itself...can you believe it???a singaporean never visited the townside of singapore before man,he lose out to foreigners like me and many others ok yea..we got down at marina square and took a look at the newly renovated marina square and then shortly after that we start to take some dumb pictures which i will post next time

then we went for dinenER AT KFC then nick aand daniel got me and lester chocolate cakes oh well...it was damn nice but haha nvm thanks guys it has been fun and all love you ppl lots

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2006-11-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

yo ppl, thanks for those who tried to ummm cheer me up these few days i think im kinda fine now...so yeah..don't worry too much i wont drink anymore coz like promised to 3 individuals namely For God's sake,*ahem*'s sake and nick's so like screw alcohols xP.tmr will be my Clb paper damn...i hate it.

anyways about yesterday..
went out with nick to umm orchard HMV wanted to get the new UVERworld album...but i almost died on the spot it cost like $72 damn it for 12 bloody songs and its not like they have any special features like posters or whatsoever...and HMV still doesn't have YUI's album screw them...haha.

then after that we went to botanical garden...then when i got down the bus i realized that it was still raining.but since we're there so i though might a s well just go in...if not it will be a waste of effort.and of course bus fares...then on the way to the toilet,we saw this small frog that probably were only few weeks at most a month old jumping in the rain then he picked it up and then flung it down the floor few 10 seconds later... =.= cruel little brat...

then walked the whole botanical garden...and then went to the orchid park...and to the cool house in the orchid park it was damn cold i tell you especially since it was raining and stuff pretty cold i didnt wanna get out of the cool house man it was so comfortable and the environment were so natural and all its nice i hope i have a house like that xP.Then for the whole walk in the garden which took like 2hours and 30 minutes he kept on saying "is that a frog??" or either that he will go like "uh shit did i just stepped on a frog??"so funny couldn't stand him...

then after we went out of the orchid park went to the concert platform hoping that they have some orchestra or anything there but it was raining,so you know the rest of the story...lalala then nick forced me to go for dinner at china town's mouth kitchen with his parents...like so awkward pls...like so disturbing i didnt feel good but went anyway...then during the dinner he kept on saying smth that when we leave the place after that made him felt guilty...so i taunt him with the guilt on our whole journey back to plaza singapura...

went to play lan till 10.30 then headed home...went home bathed then called lester and and IM THE FIRST ONE TO WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! but see hui and wan jun will kill me for doing that BEHOLD THE HORROR OF THE TERROR TWINS!!haha talked to lester till 1.30 am then continued with daniel and nick on msn till 2.10 then slept

2006-11-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

oh yes i love this song!! it strengthened me somehow although im still abit down
here you go

This is my father's world.O let me never forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong
Gos is the ruler yet
This is my Father's world;Why should my heart be sad
The Lord is King let the Heavens ring
God reigns :let the earth be glad

2006-11-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

i cried again last night...like omg pls after i dont know how long...a year or so...is this what you call emotional state??screw it man...

nobody knows who i really am,
i've never felt this empty before,
and if i ever need someone to come along,
who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong??

And,still the journey goes on.
Even on tranquil days so long,
And each new phase of the moon
shines upon my heart with boon

So i offer a prayer,
waiting for a new day to share,
Untill the brilliant blue sea
dries up completely...

2006-11-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

tired to play the guitar but yeah...failed... then after that i was opening up drawer for my mp3 as in to look for extra battery for my mp3 then a piece of neoprint slipped of from somewhere...it was the piece of pictures taken with Gerri,xiao han and... someone i do not want to mention...unknowingly i picked the paper up and start looking at it and start thinking backwards at the beginning of the year...before i even thought of the importance of the o's
i'm damn emo now and i hate myself for that...I've tried very very hard to forget about the torn up memories that has began to take place from 3 years ago...whenever i try to remember it i feel so hurt,unknowingly tears always start to fall even though i didn't want them to...

i guess there are certain things that even time cannot heal,close up or make me forget...so...as usual i will start drinking so like yah...finished off a new bottle of wine that my dad just bought...unknowingly...getting slight headache threw up while updating this...
so much pain that it became hatred that burns...tormenting flames of hatred...i hope it just goes away...

i will try to forget...this past has been tormenting me for the whole year now...i dont want to remember those...the pain is unbearable...for so many times i tried to forgive you but i just cant
if the past were so tormenting i would rather forget it but it's just too difficult to forget...am i going to drown myself in sorrows again?i dont know but surely this isnt the time to..

Listening to: Tomorrow's way-Yui

"if living is a battle,i have no choice but to wither win or lose" i guess its right...i'll try,to win that is...

2006-11-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

ooo~! haven't been lazy to update lately yea i know...because blogger is kinda irritating nowadays and also my o's are going on so like yeah...boring...
talked to dave the other day,cheer up kays?? my mom's like that too...its all a parcel of life =))

picked up my guitar from daniel yesterday...its nice, but i havent learn how to play yet...so like yeah...DANIEL you better help me !!xP

guess what?! MERGER AND SEPARATION CAME OUT FOR SS which is apparently the only few topics i read hahaha i was like *THANK GOD* then i somehow heard something went like "miracles don't happen twice for lazy bums again Ryan better study for history" i was like "alright cool" *scribbles scribbles*

maths and chem abit screwed up i guess...im gonna work harder for physics...
i was talking to nick awhile ago...there was a funny conversation,because i was complaining about my screwed up lappy keyboard so it went like
Me :fucking irritating
Nick :what?
Nick :who??
Me :Keyboard lah...
Nick :lol
Nick :chillllllll
Nick :i think u better go shower n sleep now u very growchy(and by the way its grouchy NICK)
Me :i'm damn irritated by everything now leh
Nick :lol i know
Nick :cause ryan gor gor is grouchy
Me : wtf...

then i went to bathe n sleep after that...haha so entertaining...kinda miss his nonsense now...
so like yeah..i better go study now...

short update

2006-11-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

nothing much has been happening this few weeks...just hanging out at some weird places...
this study break hasn't been fruitful to me...seriously i need to buck up...if not i have this feeling im gonna repeat sec 5 again...and i so not want to go to ITE so yeah oh well guess i will start studying soon.

Nicholas is coming over to stay at the house later...and my alternate bed is still super messy..>.

the last time it even happened was....let me see...the Japanese exchange programme took place?? yea i think so...oh well i missed those times seriously...those were the time....fun laughter peace and enjoyment prevailed...

i guess i'll go and do smth useful now..cya around peeps

2006-10-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

grad day was fine...testimonials was kinda cool too...a bit reluctant to leave the school though because oft he fond memories i had for the past 5 years...but i dun wanna stay there for too long either.oh well its over anyway.

went out to eat with alicia,alena,see hui and lester.alicia was damn damn damn hyper on that day for some reason haha good to see the unusual stuff.bought a new bag

then went to stay over at nick's house again...went hyperly crazy on that ay...slept at 4am me nick and keegan were doing insanely dumb stufff shall not mention whats that oh well

had bbq after that after setting up the fire i joined them for soccer till 9 lets see around 2 hours of sliding on the concrete pathment leg hurts>.< was fun though after that hoppen onto daniel dad's car and went home bathed and slept was damn tired

going to qatch movie on tuesday with kezia and the rest,nick is coming he hopes keren comes haha can we go to vivo sity n watch ?? lol

and here am i blogging gtg for now bye bye

Playing with candle

2006-10-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

xP went to study with nicholas,and then went over to under his blog.play candle

it was damn fun.at least its something new i've done .we made something like erm...secret.hehe only people who were there know about it XP.fun fun fun cannot forget this years moon festival.
thank you,nicholas,loius,lin jie,stevan,gary and angel ?lol

tired now g night

2006-10-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

i know i havent been updating this blog for very long,because my keyboard is spoilt somehow,so yeah....

past few days has been boring la...
Monday.
went to school as usual...
Tuesday.
skipped school!!went over to sharon's house to study with zul moses and dinesh
Wednesday.
school as per normal nothing really happened.went ou to study with nicholas nteck tee
Thrusday
nothing much except fort he physics talk...it was kinda lam but he's interesting went to study at nicholas' house
Friday.
Got headache in the morning and my eyes just wont open so didnt go to school i wasnt talking properly when mr tan called me.Went over to nicholas' house again.Then i stayed over because the haze is seriously crazy...i cant stand it...i wonder what is the indonesian goverment doing??i kept on tossing and turning untill 4 am lah...and then woke up at 8am and here i am now blogging xP

currently listening to:Rolling Star-Yui

2006-09-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

its not my day today....

NICHOLAS NG! woke me up with his phone call today...went to try my damned new internet and guess what it didnt work after racking up my puny little brain to figure out it wasnt registered in my com then it finally worked =.=.

fed up,i went to bathe and get ready to go to the LAN shop to meet nicholas.Supposed to meet him at 1 but he was late lah!! he reached the Bukit Timah plaza at dunno what time i think it was 1.56 WOW!lol at least he apologized so yeah nevermind...

went to play for 20 minutes then he saw endi(beginning of my suay-ness)so we left that particular shop then we followed them out only to find out that they ain't got any fuckin money to play at a place that requires a deposit of $10 __

then after long talk with those IDIOTS(i mean it)me n Nicholas went to eat KFC.I need to save money to go underwaterworld with norfi lol =).then we went on playing some more untill 5.30

Then for some stupid reason i asked him to call benjamin chiew to ask him where the f___is he
(beginning of another spoiler of my day)__ he was with wan jun then bla bla bal then i followed nicholas to bus stop thinking of taking 970 to go home but then instead i went back to find wan jun and benjamin...the fuck he pissed me off can?irritaiting f___.then i f___ off from there and went home only to get myself pissed off again

after one whole hour i finally figured out how to connect my internet again...sigh...its really not my day...it sucked lah!!everyone i meet today pissed me off lah!! that includes ervin,and gang,benjamin chiew.those not included are only nicholas and wan jun

to benjamin:eh pls lah like i want to know your problem like that,wan jun didnt even say a word of it lah i got enough problems for myself lah i cant be bothered with other people's I REPEAT:I CANT BE BOTHERED WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S PROBLEM WHICH INCLUDES YOU!!

if having friends hurts and irritates me and everything i'd rather not have FRIENDS,I REPEAT I'D RATHER NOT HAVE FRIENDS I DONT NEED FRIENDS IF THATS THE CASE!!!thank you

so long and goodbye

2006-09-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

yo people bored currently so i decided to blog...

yesterday
went to sch as usual kinda moody in the morning but then as the day went on i guess i became myself again...i dunno why am i so...stressed up n kinda moody ever since i recieved letter from ahem...it was teck tee's birthday...i was hoping that the party was gonna be fun...went to sc room after sch spent time with alicia n alena coz it was raining...then went home after the rain stopped and then went home bathed,ate and changed went back to school to fetch nicholas but in the end he still go home first..-.- then saw lester after that then went for da partay together then when we reached there i think we were one of the earliest people there...the birthday boy wasnt even there...then introduced myself to moses' mother and bla bla then i get to know that moses is tranferring to st.anthony back next year...sad man...the party was abit boring la...nothing much to talk about it...sigh... me,nicholas,ervin,endi,zul,tecktee and benjamin went to play lan after that...wantedd to go LOL n play but full house can you belive it damn it!supposed to go n play again with nicholas today...but he couldnt make it...so im bored at home

arghhhhhh! someone help me!!

2006-09-06T09:19:00.000+08:00

oh I HATE MY MOTHER and i mean HATE
she thinks she is the best mother in the world!!
so much for being a 'mother'
a stuck up one that is

if you ask me why
then i'll simply tell you she SUCKS
who cares if she have any problem or whatsoever
it doesnt give her the reason to vent it on me
who am i to her,her punching bag or her wall where she can shout at anytime anywhere she wants for any of her STUPID FUCK-ED UP REASONS

seriously one of these days im gonna run away from the Goddamn house
she always ask me why i go home so late everyday.
if i have the chance i wil tell her why,one of these days hopefully so that she will know i have feelings to I AM A HUMAN FUCK!!im not a DOG, THANK YOU!!

i'll tell her why i go home late is because....
I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HER SO THAT IT WONT SPOIL MY DAY!!
AND THAT THE HOUSE WAS NEVER A FAMILY TO ME!!SO BETTER TURN IT INTO ONE OR I WILL BE GONE
once i can get a house i will surely shift out!! i mean it i cant stand it anymore

2006-09-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

updated as a request of many many many people...actually nothing much to update ah

after teacher's day(the busy day thanks to the rain)went to follow benjamin tan n harris back to their primary sch so bo liao right yea i know and then went to bukit panjang plaza and walk around...caryl tagged along and then benjamin chiew called harris and asked for me...(how the heck did he know i was with harris anyway)then went home to sleep untill 8++ woke up then packed my bag to meet benjamin.then off i go to Plaza Mc Donalds again-.-''' studied for an hour or so then my mother realized that i sneaked out of the damned house...grrrr failed attempt then went home (sorry for pang seh-ing you arh ben =\) then called him up talk on the phone untill 2am then mother kp so had to put the phone down after which i went to sleep.

on friday went to meet wei xiang then off we go to town walk around...he bought 5 shirts totalled up to $100 ++*JEALOUS* then i was looking for places to celebrate ppl's b'day also...at thesame time waiting for Mark to reach town from queensway = hoohoh sorry to make you come all the way ahahah then wenta eat yoshinoya and chatted quite abit and then off we go to quessnway mwhahahha then mark bought his track shoes and weight pad then we went back to town omg yes town again...haha walk around i saw this nike shoe limiter ed...its nice but im broke =( i hate being broke seriously it cost $139 i wonder how long will i take to save up that amount.then after that went to AL -Ameen for our dinner then went home after that...

IM SUPER BORED NOW PLS!!! i need to exercise seriously !! and go out...

2006-08-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

my life is damn unpleasant please...its screwed up seriously...

some people are just in this world to screw up my life lah...asshole...
SOME JERKS WENT TO GRAB MY MONEY YESTERDAY AND TORE IT AND THE FUCKER DOESNT KNOW HOW TO APOLOGISE LIKE HELOO!!
does your parents like teach you something called MANNERS!!! if you did wrong APOLOGIZE!!
dont be like an animal who walks away when its being scolded by its owner by that i mean DOG!!oh nevermind that the note was useable neither do i want your apology coz i know you never mean it.

My depression symptoms are showing up again i guess...i need help here man...seriously i feel like i can break down anytime,anywhere,anyhow...i just feel like is no longer as colorful and beautiful as it used to be...
My parents cant even understand me let alone mutual understanding...i just cant get through them i dont know why the f**k is this happening...
Its my O level year this year,i need something called moral support not scoldings and naggins for the wrong i did...and like how bad did i become treating me as if i murdered someone.

Oh and my friends are like omg pls...there are just SOME people who still cant accept me for being who i am,i mean its like who are you to force me to change because you want me to change,i cant change for everysingle different person i meet can i if i do where does my personalities go to,who do i become i am myself i am an existence that wants to know that i exist by having my own characteristics and personality,if you force me to be someone who i'm not,then i am as good as non-existence its like burning paper into ash...paper arent called paper anymore when it turned all black and burnt they are called ASHES that scatters and follows the wind wherever the wind blows them to.

for some reason i feel that something is missing in my life...something just somehow it is missing...i need a friend whom i can walk with though thick and thin...someone who can be by my side when i need them,i dont know if God has placed them here now in front of me if only i realise it...

i dont know if i looked happy to you people...but the thing is...please be sensitive when you say certain things...because i might be going through what you said...please do me this favor thank you...i might so called "pms" but if i do it out of the blue i apologize but please do understand the difficulties im going through its not...pleasant and easy honestly...but i belive God bring me to this he believe i can do it,He will bring me through it

2006-08-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

went ta plaza to bowl yesterday with benjamin like who else will go n bowl with me at 11pm at night damn it...
D&T folio is due next friday im so dead coz i cant find anyone with a damned printer

scored like shit when i bowled please!! like average of 66 from average of 180 like woooooooooot
saw mr lam before that at mac i think he went to buy food for his family or smth la...

then went to eat mac with benjamin after bowling...he ate alot me too...we were both fed up with our damned low scores...

went over to my hse after that haha it was boring la...i ask him to talk he don wan stupid pig...
he slept he asked me to wake him up at 6...so i did it went like this

Me :*taps benjamin on his back softly*
Ben :*zzzz no reaction*
Me :*wth...taps harder on his back*
Ben :*wakes up,looks at the clock aiyah still 5.55 let me sleep awhile more*
Me :*darn sleepy so i went ok*
Both :*sleeps*
Me :*looks at the clock OMFG ITS 6.30*
Ben :*sleeps like a log*
Me :*keep tapping him on the back real hard but no apparent reaction*
so i went like "sial lah...,fed up arhh*SLEEPS*"
next morning at 8.30
Benjamin:OMG so late liao ahh,i need to go now
Me :orh..walks
wah he really sleep like one damn pig sial...nvm i shall try harder next time mwahahahah

2006-08-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

yeahhh at least i havent been rotting at home for the past 2 days of holidays...although im sick now slight cough la...but had loads and loads of fun i swear it was fun.

on national day went out with hisyam norfi n gang la...went to bowl while waiting for norfi i was carrying my damned trolley which weighs like 25kg++ around for the whole damn day so heavy lah!...but its a good physical training since i havent been carrying weight ever since i stopped bowling like last year...haha it feels good to bowl again really...although my score is like way waay below average lah..but oh well haha then hisham benjamin and norfi went to my hse to ton but still fell asleep in the end la..then stupid benjamin disturbed my kuma kuma then i was like slapping in on the bed then both hisham and norfi wake up...after about 5.30 norfi woke up and said
Norfi:"eh i want to go home sleep,u all fucking noisy sia"
Me n Benjamin:-laughing our ass off-

benjamin stayed and we swam the water was like damn cold i was freezing inside lah...the moment i got up i sneezed

theni slept till about 2 then around 7 benjamin asked me to go for some bbq went anyway...wanted to skip sch today coz i was like so so tired but went to sch
im currently waiting for that stupid pig to finish his training and then i have to help him to speed up in taekwondo he is really damn slow...i can like dodge his punches with ease and still had a chance to whack him on the face mwahahahah taste my kendou

ok i better do my dnt now...18 more days like OMFG tata

2006-08-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

im DEPRESSED!!

i hate you

my mom's driving me crazy

O's driving me mad

friends are getting on why nerves

what else could possible happen

maybe u will sing a requiem for me the next day

who know...

no such thing as happily ever after for me

its crap

and i mean CRAP

thats is im in the"GREAT DEPRESSION"mood

2006-07-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

boring la...

update for the sake of updating

im still waiting...to let go of it...

i will wait

2006-07-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

wheeeee~ because kezia and i think the rest of the people want me to see my joyous blog entry i shall grant you guys 1!! hahaha

my dad is sick...hasnt been to church last week maybe tmr not to...dunno anyway get well soon =))

went to watch a night show on thrusday 0.o yes thursday please!! with BENJAMIN CHIEW!! nahh i was late meeting him because he changed the placce last minute oh well nevermind had fun =))

couldnt go out for dinner with lau jayson n jia liang on friday because my father was sick and had to take care of him =(( IM SORRY its not like i dont wana go becuz i cant SORRY again

going to help lin jie plan tmr i dunno wad either founder's day or national day celebration bah...not sure

went out to study with BENJAMIN CHIEW!! again dunno lah...hahaha he's a nice guy unlike some JUNKHOLE!!!you heard me yeah!!i called you a JUNKHOLE oh sorry its supposed to be a joyous entry

went to westmall to meet BENJAMIN,but he is like uber late can...1 hr...and his hp battery was flat!!!omg charge before you come PLEASE!! gosh!!haha went to macdonald and study...more eating actually...if i hang out with him more im gonna grow fat!! really...the fact that i ate 3 times outside and once at home is really a miracle to me!! to those who know me i dont eat much...all because of BENJAMIN CHIEW!!then i told him stories from OBS about eugene's snoring and bla bla bla everything stupid that eugene did haha IM SORRY EUGENE BUT YOU WERE KINDA SUPER JOKER!!!we laughed our ass off,thanks to eugene for entertaining me oh well i guess i can say its a beginning of a new friendship!! i hope this one lasts and by the look of it he doesnt seem to be like you-know-who

meet my new buddy BENJAMIN CHIEW!!! mwahahhaha down with liars.!!! liars liars BURN IN HELL!!

for all i care you are not important to me anymore

BUHBYEEEEEE!!!im happy to have ppl like BENJAMIN CHIEW as my friend and many more!!wheeee~~like ervin,kezia,alane,alicia,lin jie and many more!!! whoooooooooooooooo YOU GUYS ROX MY WORLD!!!!

2006-07-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

long time no update ya ya...i got no mood to update n stuff stupid things happens but of course there are other good things that happened too...like erm...dunno lah

stupid things someone sucked alot ALOOOT!!

i wont ever talk to the person anymore

go away lah! i dun wanna talk to you dont bother talking to me !!

happy finding someone esle as gullible as me coz im not anymore SUCKER!!

2006-07-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

i only have 1 thing to say,1 and only 1!!! ARTS FESTIVAL LAST NIGHT WAS GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!though i screwed up my first performance on the day but i sure didnt screw the night one up!! lol although something funny happened on the stage la...

it goes like this...i was singing,i wanted to move infront...but...guess what! some smarty from the screw put a mike stand on top of the wire which unfortunately belonged to me!!and i was trying to pull it...but it wont move,so i went"Oh shit" some or rather most of the people heard it and laughed with my kinda dumb but funny action i did when pulling the mike hahahaha so idiotic...

went to mr lum's house today,had a really great time there!!lol mr lum was telling all the stories he could to entertain people haha i guess thats all for today...

I'll see you again next week =))

2006-06-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

wheeee tmr is the arts fest

i cant wait for tmr

=)

Get well soon

cya all tmr!! BYEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-06-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I have been tagged by:DWAYNE!! omg can you believe it xP

Favourites
Favourite Colour/s: BLUE IS TEH LOVE!!
Favourite Food: susheeee
Favourite Song: er...Bad Day and many more i guess
Favourite Movie: o.0 i complaints about every single movie waddya think
Favourite Sport: badminton i guess
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday?
Favourite Season: i tasted winter's chill *nods*
Favourite Ice Cream: chocolateeeeeeeee

currents
Current Mood: kinda pissed and bored?
Current Taste: nothing(my taste bud has got a problem)
Current Clothes: 2004 LTC t-shirt and a green short
Current Desktop: the pict i took with pk and riko at heeren
Current Toe nail Colour:im a guy waddya think x.X
Current Time: 9.20pm
Current Surroundings: living room,files and lots of files
Current Annoyances: my mother.
Current Thoughts: oh i hate you!

Firsts
First BestFriend : never had one
First Crush: er....lost contact
First Movie : POWER RANGERS THE MOVIE!!!(wtf -.-)
First Lie: well r u testing my integrity or smth
First Music: my memory is bad...

Lasts
Last Cigarette: it never begun
Last Drink: H2O
Last Car Ride: 2 days ago
Fri!Last Crush: someone!!! top secret!!!
Last Movie: X-Men 3 i think
Last Phone Call: Puay Keat!? 0.0
Last CD played: errrrrrrrrr. warcraft3

Have you ever
Have you ever date one of your best friends: erm. no.
Have you ever been arrested: no,im such an angel 0.0
Have you ever skinny-dipped: no.even though i dunno whats that
Have you ever been on TV: i guess so.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no,and why would i even think of that.

Things
5 things you are wearing: the usuals.
4 things you done today: went to church,ate,walked,drank water =)).
3 things you can hear right now: song and my stupid sister on the phone
1 thing you do when you are bored: sleep.

5people to do this:
i will think about it

2006-06-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

lol woke up at 12 plus plus today...then went to school to practice when you believe...
and then went and slack in the SC room untill 4++then ms lee was talking about her trip when she went to thailand and she bought watches from this ladyboy.They wanted to buy some more watches but then they find out his\her shop was closed so they decided to went back but they met him in the toilet,then they asked him\her if he\she could give them his\her namecard but the ladyboy couldnt so they asked his\her name politely then he\she keep on saying Yours...with a gesture whereby u do it as if you are asking yours?? they repeated that for 3-4 times...then finally ms lee and her fren realized that the ladyboy's name was Yours...hahaha damn funny...

after the meeting we went to plaza to eat KFC but the damn idiot guy gave me an original chicken despite my order being crispy...KUKU but then nvm hahaha norfi and hisham gave me their share because they couldnt finish it but i exchanged with hisham though...then norfi and rasyiqa was like racing to finish the coleslaw becuz they hate it...haha after they finished norfi went to wash her hands but when she came back and was about to sit down,the petruding straw poked her hahha darn funny...then before that hisham didnt realise that they were given 2 paper plates for the buddy meal and used the cover to put his chicken instead haha...then after rasyiqa saw what happened to norfi she laughed and the ice inside her mouth flew out hahaha

then went down becuz hisham wanted to buy sushi and rasyiqa bought "balls" lol then sat down at mac donald...

hisham did something damn stupid...they decided to wave at anyone who passed out table LOL how dumb can it get haha then there was these two boys with their mother sitting directly opposite of us...but there were mirror inbetween out tables haha and guess what hisham did??
he slammed himself onto the mirror and shocked those two boys and they jumped in shock hahaha it may not sound funny in the blog but if you saw it you will laugh ur ass off !! lol it was damn funny haha pity it wasnt recorded down if not i could post in in the blog and let ppl see how stupid it was...
hahah bunch of wanky assholes haha but fun ppl to be with!! lol =))

2006-06-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

The night is wavering in the water
The greening shore is so still and silent
That it is painful

If only I could wait
For a beautiful dawn
With a pure heart...

Who told me that
There is a land without any conflicts
Beyond the dark seas and skies?
No one can reach that land,
Or perhaps it only exists in someone's heart

A melody that can quench the thirst
Of the land that calms the waters' flow
Even if it does not exist anywhere right now,
I will come to possess it
Always, someday, for sure

Let the token of water be in my hands
Even after engulfing all the flames,
It still continues to flow, gently and broadly
I will reach its tranquility
Always, someday, for sure
With your hand in mine...

lalala just some random postings

2006-06-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

ya ya i know havent been updating for very loooong...went out with lin jie after my choir practice today...then he played dota X_x hahaha oh wells...

i've been choosen to sing a duet for prince of egypt like OMG i dunno if i can do it or not...haha nothing else much i guess...shall update again some other time

ps:i cant like ppl yet im kinda lazy so..er yahh pls wait gomen!

ATTETNION TO NANA MAMA!!
JOO HAVE TO COME FOR YOUR SON'S PERFORMANCE >:3

jyaa ne

2006-06-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

can you not expect anything from your friends such as the sligthest thing such as honesty?
are there people who dont expect honesty from their friends ?
come on man if you dont expect anything from your friends such as honesty and promises that are true then you are not a human,dont come and tell me this kinda freekin bullshit such as honesty is an expectation.Honesty in friendship is an obligation in both parties man if you dont feel oblidged to be honest,that shows how much you value the friendship.

and erwin,dont go around telling people not to expect anything from your friends coz thats is bullshit,and i mean it BULLSHIT!!!

he got angry at ppl who makes empty promises,well...then let me ask.
isnt being angry with people who makes empty promises and expectation?
because you expect them to honour their promises and not make empty promises right?
then thats an expectation already
god damn brainless....please preach awhat you say and please dont mutter nonsense when you dont even know hopes,beliefs are forms of expectation

and please dont spread bullshits such as you dont expect stuffs from your friends coz thats is just so bullshit

GOD!! RETARDED PEOPLE JUST PISSES ME OFF !!

2006-06-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

well im updating liek finally...but well not gonna be long coz lets say my mood has been very very foul this few months...dunno why like wtf...i dunno lah...

went to buy my new wallet on saturday...and then bla bla bla nothing much happened
went to a camp last friday..(only for very short time though) helped "mum" on her night walk...then bla bla bla it was fun pouring water on ppl... (=

have been having a very very bad days lately...bad months and weeks...nothing has been going right and I HATE LIARS can...they are such a phatetic losers...
fucker hurt my feeling...its not free lar pls...ASSHOLE

mum's currently not in sg thats smth to be glad abt...but still compared to what im lisitng down below...i cant be happy...

o level's coming...all sorts of problems are coming to...oh man...what a life
bad bad days,
horrible life,
stupid liars,
unappreciative ppl arnd,
oh WOW what else can i ask for...bane of all "fun lives"
goddamn cursed life...

oh and amazingly im somehow missing ervin o.0 omg...i dunno coz he's been going out with me more often nw...gosh...he's not in sg...no one goes out with me...
pk ?
oh c'mon ppl forget about tt liar...im sick of him lar...
lied to me just because he didnt wanna go out...he said wad leg injury
fuck the leg lah...he went out with erwin on the day he said he's got leg injury...
SOME GODDAMN LEG INJURY HE HAS HUH?
AND ALL THE WAY TO ORCHARD...?

honestly i got nothing to say ok...whatever....

2006-05-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

i am currently very very pissed off with some blardy assholic fat fuck liar!!want to bluff also bluff properly lah!
i didnt know you were that disgusting...ur lies are nothing more than weapons that will eventually destroy urself.

............

2006-05-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

MY life is phatetic...someone HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@#$%^&*()

MY MOTHER IS A FUCKING BITCH

2006-05-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

I DUNNO WHATS HER FUKING PROBLEMS ALL THESE WEEKS OK...SHE JUST KEEP PMS-ING FUCK HER...IF SHE FUCKING THINK IM NOT STRESSED UP BY MY O's ,IM FUCKING STRESSED OK...AND SHE ADDS ON TO THAT LIST...SHE IS A FUCKING DUMB MOTHER SHE CANT UNDERSTAND ME AND SHE NEVER TRIS TO UNDERSTAND ME FUCK THAT BITCH IM FUCKING PISSED WITH HER...PPL SAY "SHE IS STILL MY MOTHER AFTER ALL.."FUCK IT OK...IM SORRY I AHVE TO SAY IT BUT FUCK IT OK...WHAT IF SHE IS MY MOTHER SHE DUN FUCKING TOUCH MY THINGS ANYHOW AND MOVE IT WITHOUT MY FUCKING PERMISSION...SHE IS PAYING FOR THE INTERNET WHAT...FUCK IT SHE IS NOT THE ONE EARNING MONEY!!MY DAD WORKED HIS ASS OFF TO SUPPORT MY FAMILY HERE IN SINGAPORE TO STUDY NOT TO BE DRIVEN CRAZY BY A BITCH LIKE HER!!!

HOW FUCKING STUPID CAN SHE GET!! I WILL SHOW HER THAT I DARE TO TO DEFY HER I DUN GIVE A FUCK SHE MOVED MY LAP TOP OUT AND THE ENTIRE FUCKING TABLE AND HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNA FUKCING DO MY WORK!! THEY FUCKING WATCH MOVIE OUTSIDE AND I NEED TO LISTEN TO MUSIC IN MY FUCKING ROOM...SO WHY CANT SHE JUST FUCKING LEAVE THE COMPUTER THERE AND LET ME FUCKING LISTEN TO MUSIC AND STUDY INSIDE THE ROOM...WHATS HER FUCKING PROBLEMS...WHY IS SHE FUCKING DUMB WHO DO I HAVE THIS KIND OF FUCKING BITCH AS MY MOTHER AND BTW IM TYPING OUTSIDE WHICH IS LIKE SO FUCKING HOT AND HOW AM I GONNA CONCENTRATE ON FINISHING MY FUCKING DNT FOLIO...HOW FUCK THAT BITCH LAH

I ONLY GOT 2 FUCKING MONTHS LEFT BEFORE THE SUBMISSION...I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SLAP HER ON HER FUCKING FACE...I CANT STAND HER ANYMORE...EVER SINCE I CAME TO SINGAPORE SHE BECAME A BITCH!!A FUCKING BITCH!! SHE MADE ME HATE HER I DUN WANNA HATE HER BUT SHE MADE ME HATE HER!! FUCK THAT BITCH!!I FUCKING HATE HER NOW...TO HAVE A FUCKING MOTHER LIKE HER...I'D RATHER BE SINGLE PARENTED WITHOUT A MOTHER!! I DONT FUCKING NEED A MOTHER THAT DUN FUCKING TRIES TO FUCKING UNDERSTAND HIS SON AND JUST FUCKING SCOLD AND SHIFT HER SON'S STUFF FOR NO FUCKING REASON

AND FUCK MY ROOM'S LIGHT BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING LIGHT MY FUCKING MOTHER HAD TO BE A FUCKING BITCH TO SHIFT MY FUCKING LAP TOP OUTSIDE!!!

I REPEAT I'D RATHER DONT HAVE A MOTHER THAN TO HAVE A FUCKING MOTHER LIKE HER!

update which is like FINALLY...

2006-05-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

oh well...havent been updating for very long but yeah...becuz there was nothing exceptional to write about...so i guess nothing much to write except stdying and stuff considering how near the GCE 'O' level is now....ahh well...im updating today...needless to say because something exceptional happened in the midst of the boring sch day...

woke up in the morning and prepared to go to school...and then first period was urm...PE which i totally forgot about...i didnt bring the PE attire...*sigh* but luckyly Mr.Hisham didnt come to school so yeah...And as i was just peeping into the study room to see how Hisham look for something to be stuck at the door to keep it open,Ms Kit Lee appeared from the back and asked if im free and wether im willing to help or not...without thinking twice i decided to offer my help and went to tell the relief teacher who were reliefing my class then.Then got down to work with the Thai teachers...they are bunch of funny people but well except that they cant speak fluent english as well as the rest of us did.But communication still went on anyway...sat down and listened to the Principal's talk for hmmm lets say about 2 hours...and then moved off to library and then to the art room...and then walk walk and finally they went off for lunch...i heard was at Sim Lim Square well thats what i heard from Ms Lee...then slacked at SC room till school ends...and then went to eat with Hisham and Lin Jie then walked around plaza...

Met Clarice n gang at BP Mac then this boy asked me question about chemistry's ionic bonding...expalined to him...which was done within 2 minutes...then went to teach him social studies yes yes the popular topic...merger and seperation blah blah i realised that i have forgotten alooooot of stuff...i mean alot...haha meanwhile teaching we joked alot and i ate 2 Choco Cone in total xDD so yeah...thats all for today

2006-04-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

im super irritated,dissapointed sad n hurt some ppl just dissapoints me too much...wth...who wont be sad if let say someone dear to you doesnt have a mutual understanding with you and doesnt put you higher than ppl and they pretend nothing has happened that he didnt do anything wrong...wtf!~

sad arhh!SAD LIFE...

Wohoooo~~

2006-04-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

Finally im able to update again...thx to this cocked up blogger which lags everytime i opens the webby...well at least it doesnt now...good enough....

oh wells...
for the past few weeks nothing much has happened~ 'xept for the dumb speech day...which i think the choir didnt do very well...kinda wasted coz mr Marcel Lee was expecting more than this i suppose...Have been hanging out with Pk lately...sigh yes i know i know...u ppl r like uber bored of his name...but well what to do...i wont talk to tt blardy pimple manifested face freak anymore(those who are closer to me knows who i am refering to...or rather ppl shld know since its kinda obvious)i call names...yes...childish,yes...but i dont care...i din say i hated him just kinda fed up and dun wanna further complicate the matter...

obviously i still think Pk is a soo much better pal than tt pimple maifested freak....thats one of the reason why i hang around with him like...duh~ >_>

ahhh im bored of town...super duper bored...

p\s:Pk,can we please freeking stop playing dota!! pweaseeeee! im like soooo sick of dota~~ >:3 and O level is drawing near!! T^T

nahh just random nonsenses...but still im super bored and sick of dota...so pls ppl please refrain urself from asking me abt dota stuffz and asking me out to play especially

oh well...i guess i need to start studying for my mid year pretty soon...which is coming in like 2 weeks or lesser than that...gosh.!! time flies!!

links are up~~

pictures...!

2006-04-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

Susheeee Day~~

2006-04-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

well before i blog about today,lets recap what happened on the Good Friday.
Good Friday,14-04-06
woke up at 8 oclock in the morning unsure what time am i going to play...msg-ed pk about 10+ then he replied me...set off to bukit timah plaza with my bag n bible with everything then plaed...till about 3+ i was like omg!! rushed off to expo hall....msg-ed kezia on the way...found out she was still waiting for arlha and lele haha i reached expo then i met them...mom n sis went up first...impatient me demanded to go in...ended up going in at about 5.30 my God...i ws uber duper late...but well i didnt miss the sermon fortunately coz that is what i came for...yeah...after that it was about 8++ went hom after that and slept...

Today
oh well this time round i woke up slightly after 8 thinking that PK will be on time to reach my hse for our weekly routine,swimming...swam untill about 1030..then he went up to my place n played while i eat and prepare myself...after that went to his house...he went to change and lalala played there haha kinda wasted my time...lol went to set off for orchard at 12.50 took the bus...then on the way riko called she was early!! omg...after that went down to wheelock place and then started eating susheee~i spent $26.60 in total just for teh sushiii~(actually coz i paid for pk's too) hahah PK paid for the sub tx n gst lol well...then went around to look for my wallet....found two...one cost$56.00 and the other costed $65.00 ironically...welll dues to insufficient money i had to delay my wallet untill next 2 weeks hopefully then after that went to far east zinc "centre" to look for bags...coz xiao han wanted to...but she didnt buy in the end...xDD then me n Pk rushed off to cine to get out tix first...after which went to meet riko again to take neoprints....hahah this time around the neoprints look pretty well...unfortunately it not on my hand now...so i wont post it up but i shall post it up once i get hold of it hahaha after that went around heeren and took some pictures...i shall post the picture up when im free....after that me n Pk went back to cine to catch our movie...ice age 2 it was lame....and it was short...so short that i regretted watching it...hahaha well...i guess thats all for today...xDD

i did enjoyed myself today!! thx to ;
riko <3
xiao han <3
last but not least pk <3

13 april 2006

2006-04-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

its been a very very long timee since i updated hmmm....yeah the past week i have been PMS-ing ppl but well....what to do....they just pissed me off la...so...cant do anything much....

just on monday,some stuff happened in class...and something else happened between alicia,norfi,see hui n jasmine omg...why is it all on monday >_> it seems that monday is not everyone's day...everything just went wrong man...

craving for:
-susheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-riko's lameness xD
-friday's KKR
-and many many moreee xDD

going for susheee session on saturday with pk,riko and "siao" han xDD looking forward to it bwahhaha!

Updateeeee

2006-03-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

awright...due to alot of requests asking me to update my blog,i will...
nothing much happened for the past few days...
Monday,
Puay Keat came to my place to swim after school at like 5! crazy arse...haha then swim swim swim and then he asked me to accompany him to take files from hui yi's place,so iwent...hahah we both wore the same shirt haha the SL shirt for 2006 after that had dinner and did our work at sunshine place then went home...hahaha

oh i have yet to write contract about us not supposed to play dotA haha on sat we are gonna freeking sign the paper haha a pact made in black n white

xDD thats all

THE WHOLE WORLD IS UPSIDEDOWN!!

2006-03-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

f*** those idiots larhh!! spoilers!! my common test result were bad enough and there goes some idiots adding on to my stress list...its like OMG can...secondary 5 and you still play and siturb people on the railings!! MY BAD ASS PLEASE LAH!! GROW UP CAN OR NOT!! WTF....16 and 17 years olds still behave like primary school kids...what the fungus...

After sch met pk outside the staffroom and then went to walk around the school real quick...but wtf...benjamin come telling us"i shall treat you to an hour of DotA" migosh...shouldnt have played ok...there were 2 friggin feeders...so what do you think the outcome is...of course we LOST.!!gah!!im so not gonna touch that friggin DotA untill my O level ends...TO HELL WITH DOTA DAMN IT!!!

Everything just goes wrong today okay...nothing absolutely NOTHING WENT RIGHT TODAY!! what the heck is going on...bloody hell i have no freaking idea on whats happening in my life kays...

before i forget...BIG BIG THANKS TO DWITYA'S PRESSIE FOR ME!!
i guess thats all for today an oh...

FUCK THE COMMON TEST RESULT!!

common test result...one of the worst...

2006-03-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

man~ i was anticipating my common test result on the first day of school damn it but it gave me such a bad shock that after the first paper i didnt wanna see anymore of those...i got 31\50 which is only a low b3 for chemistry, 17\30 for english which is a moderate c5 which is a total uber disgrace for me wtf...and last but not least 7\40 for maths i mean its like WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING it suddenly dropped all the way like that that is as bad as what happened to me in sec 1!! i mean WHAT THE TOOOT!! spoilt my freeking whole day okay...a bad result that is...

the rest of the day was fine...went to pizza hut with hui yi,pk,hilda,xue jing and some other red cross peeps had fun laughter and joy there haha then decided to go n study at a void deck near pk's hse...wth...haha that was all i guess and here am i blogging

18th March,Saturday 2006

2006-03-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6.45 am in the morning because of puay keat's call >_< then washed up and wentt down to meet him at the bus stop...was darn sleepy when i met him hahas then walked down to school bus stop...saw li ying and li yi at the opposite bus stop but i doubt they saw me ahaha then we took 75 down to bukit timah nature reserve hahah saw benjamin pow on the way up!! haha he was with his school had a short chat with him for a bit then we continue our walk (wanted to talk to him more if we had more time)haha walk walk walk then when we reached the sumitt we took a photo together then we continued to walk down.Went to my hse to swim...haha i "raped" him in the swimming pool hahax then went to his hse for ahwile... then afteer a while erwin recieved a call from his brother asking us to play DotA which is like...-.- with the arsehole...kinda lazy to go but then since we had nothing to do so we went hahaha when the game started i was like...omg...sure win close one eye n play hahaha within 15 minutes i was pawning people like mad hahaha by then 30th minute i got a HOLY SHIT haha cool...the second game was best i got 30 kills i practically killed 30 times hahah so fun the bloodlust is overriding me! bwahahahaha i pawned the arsehole alot of times it satisfied my revenge buahahahah then went home with pk after having dango~~ hahaha we realised that we had been seeing each other realy lots its like 8 days straight... hahaha

2006-03-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

sorry for not have been updating coz everyday i went out and im kinda tired when i got home...so well yeah...
neways...for the past 4 days it has been quite good except that on monday my mum was being a soooper bitch kay...i dun wanna say about it anymore so...hmmmm.

For the past 4 days i have been with puay keat i have no freeking idea why so haha yeah...i went to his place and stayed untill about 8+ for 2 days straight and then went home

Friday
today i woke up at 12++ was almost late meeting puay keat.today supposed to have ice cream buffet @ sweensens we had it anyway lah...we had lunch before that so i couldnt eat much of the ice cream.Wei Joe,samuel,Shu Meng,and fedrick was there but he had to leave early so yeah hahaha.After that went to town with them...puay keat,me erwin,ervin and endi went to play dota hahah crap lah...im spreading my dota-ness to everyone around me lah! hahaha i temaed up with erwin hahah they got 3 ppl ok!! not fair but i still won anyway hahah they got owned and they like heard the HOLY SHIT dunno how many times ar hahhaa yeah went to had dinner after that then go home...hahaha on the bus home with pk we spotted a pasar malam hahah then we went down to take a look hahaha then he went to buy guava and amazingly he poked himself with it mwahahaha and he bled~.hahah went home after that hahah night guys

12th March 2006,Sunday

2006-03-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

yeap...this is the last day of the sec 1 camp...nothing much happened in the morning...but during lunch stupid things happened affizul scolded the meals comm excluding me of course...i told the com to listen to me coz i had experience from the previous year but alot of them refused and some didnt hear it so oh well...then the sec 1's had area cleaning...we bid farewell to them afterwards...after that went to shower room to check kinda dirty so get some ppl to clean them up and then back to the hall...had debrief which is like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper short...hahaha after that we went to clear our bunks and then Ain,farhanah's older sis had smth for us and we drank together and then we were dismissed ms lee kept on thanking us hahah you are welcomed! hahaha yeah then went to eat prata with hui yi,li yi,li ying,hilda and puay keat hahah then went home

11th March 2006,Saturday

2006-03-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

it didnt feel like saturday at all barely had enough sleep...because of my stomachache...i went home right away after preparing my breakfast...and whn i reached home...hahaha i went right away to the toilet and let out whatever has been stored in there haha yeah after that...i went to bathe and then i slept till 11+ and then when i woke up my body felt hot...i though i had fever but i couldnt be bothered to check my temperatur i packed whatever i needed and then rushed back to sch...it was the climax of the whole camp supposedly because the night is campfire night
i went back to school half sleeping and when i mrs norman asked me to help her take out the apple wrappers i was staring at them... hahaha and then sat down for a while talk talk talk and then the sec 1s came and then as usual they made lots of noise... stupid ppl and then cleared up the mess they made.. then went to medic room coz i felt sick,took my temperature omg its like 38.6 can...haha crazy ar...then soon after yee wen asked me to lay down on the stretcher then i rested after that gary came in with an injury hahaha yee wen did a 'surgery'on him haha was kinda sucessful then she went to take care of me but was more like torture,after 1hr there i went back to prepare dinner for the sec1 's then got ready for the campfire.The campire this year wasnt a real fire...coz ms lee thought it was gonna rain...so she mobilized all the planners to shift everything up to the hall...and we had our campfire there hahaha but it was kinda fun...one of the campfire where i enjoyed myself there...i can let my feelings out freely i truly enjoyed myself there!! haha thanks to those who were with me there!! haha

10th March 2006, Friday

2006-03-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

Its the sec 1 camp todayy~ i was like damn early on this particular day i dunno why...im neither interested in the sec 1 camp or woke up early inceidentally haha but i guess im kinda excited over teh sec 1 camp on how will the sec 1s reacts to me or to the other senior and im trying to see what ms lee said was right or not...she said the instructors was very very high and full of spirits haha but i guess in the first day they proved her wrong the instructors were like all so dead...during the opening speech the sec 1s were like so dead also..no energy one haha. Ok lets move on to my duty...i was assigned to meals com supposedly to supervise them but meals comm what u expect...i had to help out too but not too much of course...but then...there are people who abandoned their duty and was slacking to i had to cover up...that was afternoon...and i was partly pissed off by some class instructors who just dont understand instructions and caused the sec 1's to do the wrong thing too...i was saying out all the %%&^#@! for the entire day...the dinner was kinda better...except that i became teh runner for dinner n supper...sighh after that went to batheee lalala an slept at medics room hahaha its comfy! haha
I had stomach upset on the first night which is like ._. wtf... at first i ignored it coz it didnt hurt that much...but 15 mins later i suddenly sat up coz it hurt real bad...then the not-yet-sleeping puay keat saw me hahaha and asked me if im fine so i told him i got some stupid stomach upset...he woke up n waited for me to sleep...hahah so good!! unusually good hmm * suspects* hahaha that was first day lol
Special Thanks to...:
Puay Keat for taking care of my at night <3

7th March 2006, Tuesday

2006-03-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

6th march
Was a normal school dae...nothing much...after school had meeting for meals comm omg its so not done can...so many more things to settle but it was kinda good except that its uber late...then after sch pk came to my place...supposedly to study but ended up playing wthxx! hahaha i grew to adore him more n more XPP ok...then studied for a bit actually and then he went home at around 7++

7th March
Another normal dae except that its a tuesday without any EC's instead we went for basket ball match...the girls...they won but oh well they almost lost...after school pk came to my place againn wanted to study...we did study ok...but then he went to touch the comp and made some stupid thing for himself -.- XXDD ok...studied and playeddd again wthh...common test is tmr its physics and maths omg im soo dead i havent studied much for maths...ahhah so im going to sleep early tonight and study tmr when i wake up in the morning
oyasumi~

5th March,Sunday

2006-03-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

it is in the morning already...
We were like talking chit chattingg and then time flies quickly and it was time for shan to go to the waiting room...she burst into tears and hugged her mom and we hugged each other after that,bidding farewell and well wishes to her...i almost cried T^T and then we watched her as she walked into the waiting room...thx for PK and yoshi for comforting me ^^ and riko for erm...letting me tag along? hahaha yeah and then we bid farewell to her again and she walked in and soon enough i saw kezia and her bro? sending someone off too i suppose...yeah then we said bye to her mom and relative and then we went to take teh sky train but it wasnt activated yet,so we walked all teh way from terminal one to terminal 2 was a quick walk but well yah enjoyable hahaha.after that we took mrt back we dropped and somerset mrt station and then we went our seperate ways..i n pk went to play dota in the morning...wierd eh? haha oh well i owned him in two matches mwahahaha haha yeah then we went back home but on the way pk was sleeping on my lap i was like @_@ what the tooties haha i fell asleep too and then we got down the bus and had prata as our breakfast oishineee~~! haha and then i went back home to sleep and i slept all the way till 10pm from 10am hahaha 12 hrs LOL yeah well that was all for sunday and there is school tmr sighh!

4th-5th March 2006.Saturday-Sunday

2006-03-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

ok...lets start with saturday...
Every Staurday i usually went out with Jian Hui n gang or Teck Tee or Pk for dota games but forget about Teck Tee lar haar.. since he has been an ass so yesh...but this saturday was kinda unusual.can you belive that ervin who has been claiming that he dislikes dota challenged me to one ._. hahaha since i was kinda bored so i agreed to him and then i was waiting at home for his call,slacking nearly falling asleep on teh sofa...then jian hui called me and asked me out for a dotgame at 2.30 which is coincidentally the time ervin was gonna meet me.Then i went out at 2.00 and then puay keat called me and asked if i was going out anywhere.then i told him at first he said"dun wan lah no money" ._. but he came anyway -.- then went up to ze usual place but teh place was full...so...i walked around ze placeee met syaqif n hisham inside LOL and thenwalk walk walk pk sms me then i walked down to go n find that boi.
met jian hui n gang after awhile...but teh place was still full so...we went down to L.O.L or smth to check but it was full too and soon enough ervin called me so i left the grp with pk and went to found ervin.as usual he has go no sense of proper dressing his dressing is horrendous.haha ok enough of that they were eating mac donald.
ervin koped brandon's fries...freeloader XPP hahaha.i told them beauty world was full so wen went to erm..bukit timah plaza but it was full too... checked and checked but all full so we didnt play on that day and so we decided to go home since brandon needed to go back by 6.
Pk decided to go to my hse n swim ._. and sauna >.< he was excited -as if he neve went for one before -.-"- hahaha but nvm...i followed him home, took his erm...clothes and then went for a swim.lalala i swam faster than him mwahahahaha
but i got tired faster teeheee...after a quick swim about 30 mins we went for sauna lalala~~then went up to my hse to bath then i sent him off first coz he's coming back after his dinner with his mom.such a filial boy my godbro is XP lmao.And then after my dinner i sms-ed him to meet me below his block at 9.After we met i was like.. ._. white... ahhah then walked to bus stop sch bus stop haha but i forgot smth so we went back and take it...after that went down to sch bus stop we walked slowly down to the school bus stop.i was waiting waiting and waiting~~ nehhh~~ riko and yoshi nii is ubeeeer late!! we supposed to meet at 945 but they reached at what time>.<
oh riko needed to go to the toilet she was saying that the sch toilet is closed so she has to go home and use teh toilet.so i went ._. oh ok...then she shunpo over *zooom* hahah but it was a slow one.So finally when everyone met up we took a bus over to shan ling's place and oh jonathan wasnt going i heard hahha.then when we reached her house yoshi set up teh game console and thennn we played for awhile but soon was taken by shan's cousins hahaha they were sooper funny.They were playing ultraman =.= its all your fault yoshii!! >:3 hahaha they plae plae plae untill about 2.50am+ shan's mom asked us to have something to eat it was dumpling or smth we supposed to dip it into teh veinegar it was nicee~ hahaha but riko n yoshii was bullying me i got carried away while eating and they went...go ryan go eat more u need it then i went ._. ehh oh omg *stops eating*.haha then we went down to take a cab to teh airport.
on the way to teh airport pk went blur he heard everything wrongly...what the neh neh~~ riko kept on saying he's cute.he is la but very idiotic >.< haha
It is a sunday already dawn on teh sunday...teh airport is very familiar place to me so i can roam free around without getting lost in it hehehe.I'll update about the 5th march in the enxt post.

3rd March 2006,Friday

2006-03-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

lalala~ just a normal school day with nothing much and i realised that i only took out my pencil case at the last 2nd period ._. the whole day was practically listening to teacher's talks ._. after school went for choir for an hour or so and then...went back home~~ changed and thennnn went for suhsiii~~ with riko n yohsi nii XPP.oh i havent linked him yet hahah link'll be up soon XPP.yeah ate at sushi tei taka...chit chatted,talked about or camps and ghost stories ._. what a topic to be discussed during dinner hahaha XPP after that walked around taka n then went home~ and sending shan ling off lata~ T^T

1st March 2006,Wednesday

2006-03-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

I was sooper tired today i have no idea why i think its due to the OBS i have yet to regain my stamina and the 2.4 run which follows uup after OBS practically i have not had enough time to rest...and the thought of the sec 1 camp and the horrible sec 1's sickens me =S.And next week is common test *woooot*!! sighhh...i practically fell asleep on mdm liew and mrs koh ._. then i was kinda lazy to go for CCA coz the sec 4 express peeps are having their mock exam for chinese wth if they are not there no point for me to stay there the freeking base and tenor are not gonna procude any freeking sound so i thought forget it lah...As i was walking down,i saw Shan Ling and Geraldine tagged along with them and talked bla bla bla and then i skipped choir...gaahhh~ cant be bothered larh~they went to my place then Jelly bean was like calling ze kuma-kuma mantou... -.- hahaha they took picture and they took my picture with ze "mantou"and then we went down to meet Yoshi~~and then went to lot 1 to have beancurd thingy ------- and then walked arnd and played arcade...and then i came home and played dota in b.net sighh so tiring and here i am bloggin...im sleeping soon nite~~

24th February 2006, Friday

2006-02-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Sad to say,this is our last day we are gonna be in pulau ubin for OBS the tought of going back to school just makes me sick...oh well.We woke up in the morning,and then uncertain of what happened to me was just a dream or was it real.In about midnight or rather past midnight,i was awaken by noises...lots of noises and i mean noises those type u cant stand its like as if too many and soo many of them are talking to you at the same time.Ok this is freeky let me move on to another thing first before i continue this one.I was awake,noticing a very very loud sound most likely i reckoned from a wild boar...but...i stuck my ear out and realised that is was a snore...the next morning Yong Quan told me eugene was snoring it gave me a shock of my life i thought it would have been a wild boar lingering around our camp site searching for food but then yong quan told me it was eugene haha oh well...ok continue with ze creepy thing.And then soon enough i realised i was talking to it or them or i dunno how to adress them *gomen*i only remembered the only sentence i remember muttering was" are you one of the instructors?" one of them said," no,we are those who are passing on " for a second,i paused kinda shocked but somehow not freaked out and then i said "oh,ok" and then the next thing i noe was i was being woken up by either wen jie or jian hui couldnt rmb.And then we had out breakfast, did our last activity,trust fall again except that we have to jump and whack the bell this time.After we did that we went down to the sovineer shop to get our apparels and then we bade farewell to the instructors and head back for the school...thats all sad to say i has to end here aT^T

23rd February 2006,Thursday

2006-02-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

yipeee~~ its the 4th day in Obs time flies and the tought of going back to school made me sick!! and in the morning when i woke up i was like"WHAT THE HECK!!whats that irritating lump on my left wrist"i turned my left wrist and looked at it,it was a bloody damn big blisters filled with thick yellow pus i was like"oh man...i cant do activites =(" and when wen jie saw it he went " eeeww" hahaha for a moment after i looked at it i was feeling even sicker and went back to sleep for 5 mintues and was awaken by jian hui XP.We shoved our tent down into the bags again as usual.I went to find the instructor together with eugene and then she came down and she sent me down to the erm...medical centre i guess haha yeah they applied som cooling lotions it was very very cooling shiok arrh XP!!!then i went out to find the rest they were at the dining hall...ready to have breakfast,so i quickly joined them for breakfast breakfast was big fat lump of fattening noodles hahah i grabbed a whole mountain of it and was actually one of the days where i have monstrous appetite hahaha yea yea thats me! lol we went on to do the morning circle hahah as usual and this time we played a suuuper stupid game lah!! lol we were all an egg and we are supposed to evolve into an immortal o.0 haha yeah swtt!! big big swttt! hahaha i almost became ok!!! then marcus came and win me T^T hahaha so we all had to do the chicken dance stupid dance...really!! and then we went to do the indiana thingy i couldnt rmb i was belaying people first and then i was the last to go up there and i went on to the one that has a height of 14m height yeah and if you ask me,"you have a height phobia" i'll tell you yes i do but somehow i wasnt afraid of it and in fact i kept on looking down as if its only 4 cm away hahaha thats a big leap for me personally hahaha thanks to those who supported me from below haha ^0^.it took us long enough it was soon lunchtime and then we went on to return the harness and helmet and then we went for out lunch...lunch was nice too its chicken again hahaha nice nice !!i had to leave the rest to my fellow team mates *gomen* i went down to get my wrist wrapped up so that is wont burst during my activities.haha so,next we went on to do rafting hahah for this one,marcus naturally took the leader role! hahaha he made me recalled how to tie a square-lashing haha we tied and tied and tied actually geraldine asked me to becareful of my wrist at first then later on she asked me to rest and asked me if im ok hahaha!!ok so we did a check on our own first we shook and shook it but it evaded the word destoryed haha next Lois kicked the drums at the 4 side hahaha i was like aiya no need lah give it up if, we have no time left anyway ahhaha anyway if we do we will have more time to reach our next campsite,which is campsite two and which is also our base camp!so i went to the medical centre again and then get my wrapper changed and then somehting stupid happened hahaha ok maybe i shouldnt say it out eugene hit someone's *ahem* private part with a camping stick and the best part is *ahem* opposite sex hahah sicko!! and then i had kendou fighting with eugene with my bandaged wrist hahaha stupid right. We got ready and then we walk walk walk and walked to the campsite 2 hahah and spotted another monitor lizard and everyone was like asking how come there a tomb near the reservoir hahaha she told us ze histtory of ubin hahha and bla bla bla lalala!!hahaha and i told eugene the path ok!! but wasnt aprrecitated haha they doubted me evil people they are !! lol ok we walked down and then walk walk walk about 5 mins later we saw lights!! haha and guess what its the campsite 2 top part! hahaha i was very much expecting it anyway haha since i've been there before...lol haha we chop chop set out our tents aiya...this part standard lah har...hahaha everytime like tt one hahaha and then we went down to bathe.before bathing we passed our maggie mie to jian hui but he lost it for us!! thanks alot man!! haha so instead we had lots and lots of crackers for dinner hahaha.The night was sooo lively hahah 5-1 people showed their true colors hahaha they went on with their all time favourite game "fcuk the pole" game hahaha sickos hahaha wait i missed out something hahaa before that me n wen jie was sorting out our ponchos hahaha and he made a stupid remark hahaha,he said it looked like the guys' private part LOL haha and anyway we didnt lose anything this time before that i thought i was gonna lose 1 whistle and pay for it haha but thanks to marcus and yong quan's stupidity,marcus found it.the conversation went something like this.
Ryan:We need another whistle,Yong Quan please double check
Y Q :(without checking) i check already lah...dont have...
Marcus:Aiya YQ always like that one.I check again...
YQ :(trying to act smart) aiya check lah check lah if ou can find it i give you 50 down
Marcus:Ok ar (searches)
Marcus: YOU DOWN 50 FOR ME NOW !!(takes out the whistle from the pocket)
YQ :(trying to cover up )aiya how i noe the life jacket has got a pocket,common sense ma
Ryan:how anyone with common sense be that stupid as to think life vest has got no pocket
Marcus& Ryan: hi-5!! nice one hahaha
then he had to do the rest hahah see people,it teaches u a lesson dont act smart and always double checks hahah!after that i went up to sleep with wen jie before we sleep we ate some famos amos cookies hahhaa filling hahah and then we slept and...Good Night,Oyasumi Nasai~ that was end of day 4

22nd February 2006,Wednesday

2006-02-28T16:39:00.000+08:00

Yeapp its the 3rd day in OBS campsite!!The rocky campsite the stayed on the 2nd night was great! haha it kinda gave us free massage and get us all out for the expedition =).Magellan woke up so late lahh!! you people were supposed to wake up @ 430 coz u peepos havent packed ur bag but then i forgot to tell you!! haha sorry my fault XP ok and then we woke up at about 515.

i think everyone was kinda shoving their tents into their bags already when we were still blur and barely awake.Everyone woke up late, did everything in a rush dang!! i feel so useless as the sea ex leader T___T.So i was panic and was like hurrying everyone to shove the tents into the bags and pack the bags and last but not least!! the ponchos!!! someone couldnt shove the ponchos into he haversacks so i had to teach them how to shove 'em in and ultimately i kinda failed too...somehow

._. hahaha so i had this idea about hanging the ponchos outside the bag which worked hahah and somehow managed to shove all 15 ponchos into the bag or rather around the bag too *banzaiii~!*Then i hurried everyone down again to put the bags into the sandvipers(its a speed boat) i told them, if they didnt wanna carry the bags into the kayaks and wet them and wearing wet clothes for the other 2 days,they should hurry !! haha or rather the instructor told me to tell them that hahaha it worked anyway and again the irritating part comes!!! ZE BLOODY EYE POWER PEEPOS!!! dang it they are getting on my nerves by the 3rd day.

After that, we formed a morning circle a big big one coz its 4 watches in 1 group called the Island testers hahaha kinda funny name! it was Magellan,LivingStone,Junko and erm...whats the other grp's name i forgot hahaha yeah its 4 in 1 anyway!! hahaha.We wished everyone our blessings and the shared what we hoped for in this expedition and then...EVERYONE SPLASH WATER ON THE PERSON NEAREST TO YOU!! ok lmao.

We pushed our kayak down to the sea...the navigator's group,Junko went off first,they decended into the cold water at 7.15 and then followed by my group,Magellan *banzaii~~!*at first the diamond formtion was like woah!! wow but after 15 minutes,the diamond formation started to break up !! haha and we(YuFong and I) saw a freeking monitor lizard nearby our kayak i think only 14m distance o.0!! hahah my paddle was kinda ready to smack the lizard's head anytime it appears hahaha then we sped up for abit and then we kayak kayak and kayak we reached Pulau Sekudu at 1034!! that is soo freeking early and soo freeking ahead of time we expected this group to reach there by at least 1200 pm noon but we cut down on 2 hrs journey which is like woah!! amazing!! we relaxed and chit chat after out 3 hours of short paddle and then we continued on our expedition...before we went off,my instructor Lois gave me a half orange.!! hahah she is kind lol i was eating it on the kayak and actually the first time i appreciate orange coz i was kinda sick of the sea smell the orange brought in a fresh smell!! hahaha and then we kayak kayak and kayaked and finally we reached Chek Jawa it was damnn shallow i think its only about my stomach depth for the water it was a long long strech of shallow water in the middle of a deep sea! amazing i was kinda amazed by it and gave a thanksgiving to God and praises how wonderful His creation is ! hahaha it was rather easy to get capsized in there as the waves are tend to be stronger where the water are shallow *nods* we almost got capsized 3 times hahaha but we didnt after we passed Chek Jawa,everyone was tired due to the course we took which is against the current and especially strong waves at chek Jawa.

We were damn damn tired but somehow it just got cocked up the leader didnt wait for the sweeper and the last people me included!!So Alvin Ong was kinda freeking pissed with the navigator and screamed at her to stop and take a 5 well done alvin!! =)
we paddle paddle and paddled and finally familiar ground!! i was so delighted about the thought of the cooked meal and a decent one hahaha and i had this sudden burst of energy to kayak again hahaha we docked at the shore the sea ex leaders docked first and then carried our kayak up for the use of the next group and followed by the rest.... we had our short break and then changed into our dry attire,(in the bushes of course -.- you dont expect a toilet to pop out of no where) and we continued to walk to the Campsite 1 which we will have our decent meal in hahaha.

we had debrief,the sea ex leader thanked everyone and we are ahead of time by 20 minutes!! and yeah time to BATHE!!!! lol we settled out tent quickly as usual and chiong-ed to the bathroom to clean ourselves !! hahaha and then we had dinner dinner was chicken!!! and for once i ate fish as if its nice!! hahaha yeah hwe had an early night and then yeah that was the 3rd day the action packed day!! =) but it was overall fun haha and i was crappin inside the tent with jian hui and wen jie while leslie get his beauty sleep hahaha thats all for day 3

21st February,Tuesday

2006-02-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yup Yup its ze OBS series again and let us continue form where we let off.
Of course the night before after Yong Quan deprived me of my sleep i went to ask Leslie if he wants to set up another tent and sleep in the tent with me(ok that sounded abit wrong but PEOPLE!!dun think dirty >.<)oh i forgot about teh dinner on monday night apparently i got deprived of my food too!! and someone i dont know who untill now,BLOODY KOPED MY FORK ~!!! evil people they are!!Ok in the morning we did some Rock climbing if im not wrong...i think so lets stick to the rock climbing first hahaha.My belayer buay tahan me coz i was climbing so quickly hahaha so he had to take in the rope super quickly lah hahaha sowie i couldnt rmb who was it was it Jian Hui or Wen Jie not sure haha and we keep on crapping about what sausages and soldiers XP yes yes crappy people we are but i seriously enjoyed myself during the fun even the crude jokes too ._. hahaha its been very very very long even too long to remember ever since i could laugh out loud and enjoy myself without having any limitation and restriction i just felt so....freee of my emotions hahaha oh well thats one of the reason why i loved OBS that much and camps too ^0^.
On the second day i pretty much figured out who our buddy watch was it was teh LIVINGSTONE ter-bah-boom ok lmao haha me,Leslie and Marcus climbed the furthest in Magellan ok...! hahaha but i climbed up the fastest and slightly abit more nia hahaha and im porud of it hahah YAY!! then we tried the one LIVINGSTONE was doing it was of a different level of difficulty haha theirs are soo freeking easy can...hahha i managed to reach the top within lets say 10 minutes++ ba hahaha.After that we went to take our lunch or so called lunch which doesnt even fill a quarter of my poor stomach...ok then we set off for our next campsite....but before that....,the instructors taught us how to kayak properly and taught us the capsize drills namely the see-saw and the T-rescue hahaha and then Eugene is so scared of everything lah!! that guy!! even scared of the mud we took very very long to practice our drill because of EUGENE!!! look at this eugenee you should be ashamed of youself XD haha joking.After that we regrouped filled out jerigens and then set out for our next overnight campsite which is at erm 4-5kms away from out base camp but after the rock climbing,of course naturally my arms went tired.So we went down from out kayak and then finished our tents quickly and then...we went for our dinner must thank Eugene and Leslie for cooking our dinner though its only maggie mie and its dry! hahaha thankew thankew.We went down to wash our utensils but then it was already too dark so we didnt wash it properly and then everyone gathered for a briefing on the following day's expedition.I was sooooper tired and i was sitting at the back so natural reaction is....yes smart people SLEEP! i practically fell asleep at the back with my eyes half opened =) hahah then suddenly i heard my name being called so i was like huh...what what thing...and for the moment i thought it was a prank and then the instructor said"ok,those names called please stand up" so i was like ok...*stands* then she went on ok people these will be your expedition leaders for tommorow i was liek o.O eh haaa!! i noe it was eugene who blurted out my name hahaha.anyway i stayed for briefing and then the rest of the group went to pack their bags but it wasnt proper sighhh and then i called them out for a briefing it was very very very brief just to get the sentry duty people and the rest was soo damn difficult lah but i got them anyway.I did my sentry duty with Eugene,Nadiah or was it Siti and Geraldine we were all walking zombies hahah and then smth funny happened when we were doing the sentry duty,we heard crazy frog song!! lol hahaha stupid right hahaha and then we slept after calling the following grp hahaha i rested too hahah i needed that that was the 2nd day end

20th February-24th February, Monday-Friday (OBS)

2006-02-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

20th February,2006-Monday
i woke up sooooper early on the 20th feb morning to double check my camping stuff hahaha i wouldnt wanna be stranded on teh freeking ubin without clothes or whatsoever.And then i set off for school unusually earlier with my mumbling so that i wont get teh ASSHOLE in my group haha everyone was very excited on the morning it was a very very lively morning i could say.One of the liveliest morning in AES all my erm life in AES ?yeahh sort of.Ok lets get on with the journey to the Punggol Jetty point itself.The class was so restless and relentless i bet they were gonna be dead tired when they reached the jetty but oh well u know what? they were soooo energetic and i couldnt even believe it myself.Ok we waited at the jetty itself for the boats to transport us to the Pulau Ubin where our camp will resume.Oh i still remembered leonard was soooo seasick that he wanted to vommitt out on the boat XP toughten up man!! BE a MAN!! haha ok enough crapping.When the AES bunch reached the "Hall",we were anxious for the grouping results...and of course i wasnt or rather i was rather anxious to know who my group mates are but not ahem you know who i dun wanna mention...Lucky enough i didnt get you-know-who in my group or else my mood will be rotten spoilt for the entire camp.Oh well i shall name my fellow group members including those people with tremendous "eYE-pOwer" too of course gosh they are irritating me too ok,here they are.From sec 3s we have...Leslie,Jian Hui,Wen jie,Eugene(the full of shit guy),Geraldine,Siti,Nadiah and....Li Yen(bao mei li T____T) and from the sec 5s we have....Myself,Yu fong,Marcus,Dominic,Yong Quan and...unfortunately the bane of all fun and liveliness,Teo Min T______________T.Ok we started off the first day by doing some erm...ice breaking activities of course...and the appointments of IC's for different days.I and Leslie volunteered to be the store IC XP.Marcus and Dominic Volunteered to be the FOOD IC hahaha expected eh...OK Leslie was kinda the first person i talked to for the first day or rather he talked to me first hahaha im shy as usual mwahahaha.Then we did belaying for the rest of the day and we settled the admin stuffs yuppers that was the first day and if i forgot to introduce whats my group it was MAGELLAN behold the "ter-bah-boom group" XP.And of course Yong Quan depreived me of my sleep in the first night evil smelly guy *piff* therefore i decided to set up another tent for myself to be away from him to sleep with other people. Yuppers thats the first day.

15 February 2006,Wednesday

2006-02-16T12:34:00.000+08:00

daah~ post valentine day the spirit of stupid valentine is still hither .After choir's over accompained Puay Keat to run an errand and then he came over to my place.We talked about our problems haha ya lah whatever chit chat whatsoever.We got lots to catch up with each other.haha ok i enjoyes myself today hahaha and oh we took a picture he'll send it to me its in his phone coz his camera is better hahah so yeah he's gonna send it to me soon haha so look out for it XP

15 February 2006,Wednesday

2006-02-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

daah~ post valentine day the spirit of stupid valentine is still hither >.<>.<>:3.After choir's over accompained Puay Keat to run an errand >..

14 February 2006,Tuesday

2006-02-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

yst was kinda tired so i was lazy to update the blog...went out with wee keong and jia liang to get the solid fuel for OBS which is only few days down the road...sighh so fast sighh !!

bahhh fuck shit blogger this is my second time bloggin about today!!!
The day began with me going to sch unusually early haha for some reason which i dunno why...
I was greeted with chocolates and valentine's gift in the morning i went home carrying a plastic bag full of chocolates !! lol
Puay Keat lent me his waist pouch this morning for OBS!! haha thanks bro!! <3
After school i went home bathed and bla bla bla and then went down to school bus stop to go n meet riko.Walked down to her house with Yoshi XD.Marcus was very excited when we reached well at least thats from what i dechiper LOL.ok played Halo2 haha i didnt get 0 kill this time round okay i killed marcus twice but i got 6 kills in total.lol HA!!MARCUS!!i will improve my skill and make you keel down to me!! mwahahaha
After awhile mayuri-taichou called riko and then we went down to fetch him hahaha he got lost!! lol.Continued playing bleach after that hahaha stupid marcus dun wanna let me win >.< evil boi haha nvm next time i shall win him.I defeated riko's gin with ichigo mwhahah ICHIGO YOU ROX!!then after that played some mario thingy hahah so cute can everyone was like shouting "die die die!!","no no no you die" hahahha so funny!!after a few rounds i went home and bathed and here i am blogging.

"when you are blessed with strength,use it to protect those you love,not to hurt people."

12 February 2006,Sunday

2006-02-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 9++ today and then bathed and ate 2 packs of indomie which na.riko-chan said was alot...went down to the school bus stop at about 10.56 and i thought i was late...i waited at the bus stop.While i was waiting,Teck Tee came down from the bus and talked to me,pretended nothing has happened,pretend that he didnt ignore me in sch WTF lor...of course i dun wanna spoil my day,so i talked to him in "nicer" tone .he asked me where was i going so i told him i was going to get my new bag with SOMEONE.Then he orh me.Then i asked him again then he told me he was gonna meet Ervin,so i said ok.Then his bus came and he went off (luckily or else im gonna get pissed off).Then shortly after the went off i went to call Na.riko-chan she is surprisingly very late *nod nod* her amazing handphone alarm didnt ring.So she decided to treat me a stick of dango,which looked like erm umm muachee~~So.Finally she came down.then we set off to westmall to get my bag.I got my self zinc bag.then after that went down to JP's IMH to the Daisho.She walked around to search for her Valentine's Day Gift containers...but it was a wasted trip she said the containers arent cute enough ._. Then went down to doby ghaut initially to pass FF7:AC disc to Wei Liang but then before he reached i saw Lin Jie,Mark,and i dunno the other guy's name wth SORRYY!! T^T.They were waiting for Steven. And in addition guess who was there,worst scenario Teck Tee,Ervin and Endi was there too wth...Then finally wei liang came.I passed the disc t him and then off we go to Takashimaya.Went down to get Tori Q and then my Dango XD.Then went up to Kinokuniya to get her J-rock magazine T^T.Then went back to Doby Ghaut arcade T^T What's up with people and Arcades T^T.After that went home to send my Dad off to the airport and here i am blogging sighhh havent do D&T yet...cant be bothered lazy...

"Those who are not willing to put their lives in the frontlines are people who are not ready to talk about the Death and Life matter."

11 February 2006,Saturday

2006-02-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

woke up at around 930 today,i was almost late meeting Puay Keat hahaha lol after that went to meet him,played dota for about an hour.Then went down to school for the parent's seminar.it was damn boring...Mr Keh was like talking rubbish and showing unpleasant results!! Baka!! >:3 i almost fell asleep but fortunately i didnt xP.Then my parents went to talk to mr jerome Tan.he praised me to the heavens larhh!!after that went around the school talking to people i know then went down to westmall to buy mac for mark and the rest.During debrief i was playing with harris."kendou fighting" hahah so lame!!after that i went home and here i am blogging

"Within everyone,there's a wish.When the wish is fulfilled,they call it bliss"

11 February 2006,Saturday

2006-02-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

woke up at around 930 today,i was almost late meeting puay keat lol after that went to meet him,played dota for awhile and then after that went down to school for parents' seminar~ so boring...mr keh was like talkin and talkin and talkin >:3 almost fell asleep but didnt xP.Then my parents went to talk to mr Jerome tan Xp he praised me to the heavens larh!! kns >.<>.
"Within everyone,there's a wish.When the wish is fulfilled,they call it bliss"

10th Febuary 2006,Friday

2006-02-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

school was as usual today...kinds sucked,nah actually it sucked all the time!!I was waiting for the day to end hmm hmm...yes yes the release of O level result!!but before that the last period i had with mr Jrm tan was kinda exceptional though he didnt teach,and moreover it was one of the rare days where i see the class with mr jerome tan inside filled with laughter xDD.He was talking about none other than the OBS that my classmate's gonna go in 10 days time.He told us his personal story of OBS,the funniest part was when he told us he couldnt fit into the kayak or canoe because his size was way too big for the canoe to spare!! xDD so they had to get him a bigger one(luckily there such canoe).There was no RME shit today wheee~! oh well the long waited moment has finally arrived,wether will it bring glory or darkness...summary,Winnie was the top student for this year,she's got 9points wow...i hope i can get that too...XD

*you!!*
*yes,you!!*
*you got 14 points,that goes to say that u owe me a DotA game *evil grin**

congratulations to riko-chan for getting what she wants XDD

after that went for dummy choir...oh well nothing much after that went home...thats all for today i guess

9th Febuary 2006,Thursday

2006-02-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

as usual school's BAD and i mean BAD gosh so much problems cock up damn irritating lah...skipped D&T today *rarely hears truency from me eh..* but now u do the maths test todat was freeking hard for crying out loud...i couldnt even do 10 so called simple questions...must buck up
*c'mon ryan u have to buck up*
*nods*

man...why cant i have a happy valentine for ONCE...its coming but then...ah well...forget it fcuk valentine,whats so big about that sickening day...i dont see anything special...

to those people who are taking their O-level results tmr,I wish you all the best,good luck...

P.S-riko-chan dont worry u wont recieve the first hand results,i will see it for u first *giggling like a devil* u better pray hard its good or im gonna reprimand you *evil grin*

once again ALL THE BEST FOR YOU PEEPS !!xD

8th Ferbuary 2006,Wednesday

2006-02-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

ole...!im supposed to have choir now but kinds lazy so here i am...im currently insuide ze SC room,slacking and at the same time waiting for riko-chan xDD

7th of February 2006,Tuesday

2006-02-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

damn it man what a day,what a week...everything just went wrong can...fuck it lah...D&T D&T D&T shiiiett larh...bloody subject...if only our sch has got literature...bloody bugger...its him againn bloody $*@$%&*#@! doesnt appreciate what i do for him.still dao me summore i treat him like one of my best buddy,one of the most important person to me and what did he fucking do to me.im not asking him to return favors but im just asking him to be more appreciative to me can!!if he thinks that im very free well...im not freeking free okay.I've got my other stuffs to do.!!like my O levels which is like 10X more important than him wtf lah!!im not gonna be there if im not appreciated.I have been fuckin dumb to stay by his side!! what u treat me like some kind of dog is it well i'm telling u if u make me hate you,you will regret it i swear it we'll see who will beg for mercy later on!!!mark my words.ok enough of that...thoday's EC was kinda lame...2 free periods out of 3...after EC went to bp with mark,alicia,and puay keat ate LJS...i ate alot im not in a good mood,so i need to stuff myself so that i dont get tired in the process of being angry im UNYAPPY NOW!! VERY VERY.

P.S:Thanks to Nariko-san for listening to my complaints and forgive me for the vulgarities *gomen**bows*

6th February 2006,Monday

2006-02-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

Today was nothing other than normal school days...as F***-ed up as usual.I hate it this way...I had enough of someone...if he's not gonna appreciate whatever i f***ing did for him then im not gonna be there anymore im not gonna be nice to people anymore,when im nice they just freeking step all over me.enough is enough if u dont treat me nicely dont expect me to treat u nicely too from now on im not gonna be so freeking dumb as to trust anyone.I had enough of people stepping all over me just because im slightly "nice" to them.Went down to the indonesian embassy to settle some dumb stuffs regarding the passport.Went down there just to give thumbprints...so dumb right...im gonna mug my homework now

5th February 2006,Sunday

2006-02-06T13:24:00.000+08:00

slept late last night...so...woke up at around 11++ today then played w3...coz i got nth to do and i was too lazy to do homeworkk...after that ate my breakfast and then bathed.went down to church.(like finally after so long) sighh...felt a bit uncomfortable because havent been to church for too long gosh...horrible kid i am.After the service it was around 7.09 then went home bathed..and here am i now supposed to be doing hw but blogging.and my these 3 days sucks kays...i just feel like shiet

4th February 2006,Saturday

2006-02-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up about 10++ in the morning,got up in the morning the first to be scolded...spoil my day... >:3 irritating man...then bathed and set off for orchard building...took photo for passport thingy then went home n changed...after got changed went to meet lin jie n mark @ long john silver.supposed to go to ngee ann poly for the open house but it was raining so...i was kinda lazy and didnt wanna get wet...so in the end i didnt went.Walked around plaza sing for awhile then went to meet Geraldine for susheee~ again...XD spend about 14++ on susheeee today XD sushii sushiii * craves *i shall have it some other time *evil grin*walked around westmall for abit then went home...and here am i blogging TA-DA!! ok...thats retarded

3rd February 2006,Friday

2006-02-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

it has been a wonderful yet irritating day...woke up at 5 oclock today...met Teck Tee at 5.35 at the nearby kopitiam and then went off to KAP to get some food (actually just hashbrowns...)then went to take bus...bloody 852 didnt wanna stop...then had to wait for 157,the bus was like full because of the students...after NJC the bus was cleared...reached mc ritchie aboout 730+...after the x-country wanted to do smth but because of someone who pissed me off so i didnt forget it i shall not mention about it...went with mark,lin jie,kean wai,and steven to Junction 8 to have lunch...ate Mos burger then after that go walk walk then take mrt home...all was damn tired...they all slept on the way home...and of course after that went home to sleep...supposed to go ngee an poly for the open house but im too lazy to go so i'll do it tmr...after my nap,went out with Geraldine eat sushiiii~~she took some retarded pict XD after that walk walk around westmall...and then i went to her house.Played X-Box,marcus went crazy during the game XD haha but it was fun about 10+ i went home.and here am i blogging kinda lazy to write the exact happenings not in a very good mood also...nothing has been going right for me today the day just sucks...dahhh!

2nd february 2006,Thrusday

2006-02-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

darn,tmr is X-Country one of the school even i hate the most...!and it was very very nice weather to sleep today...i was like dozing off in the class...cant believe that i actually doses off in sleep...today all the teachers are like...singing lullaby to me...i just starts dozing off whenever the teacher speaks except for mr jerome tan i guess...xDD.Mr.Ho's lesson was the worst...me n Jia liang was like "emm","arh","orh"-ing whatever Mr.Ho said but i doubt he heard it xPP doesnt matter anyway...finally my mountain pile of homeworks' reduced to be a hill now...hahaha i shall continue doing them later on now its time to slack awhile XDD and here i am blogging lol

1st Febuary 2006,Wednesday

2006-02-01T18:00:00.001+08:00

school was fine today,or rather boring...Teck Tee's not back from M'sia yet missed him XD!!*yearns* the school was rather solemn today coz of an accident that struck one of our Assumptionite.He got drownd in Sentosa i think...what a tragedy im sure he went there to have fun and all sort of stuff la but ended up getting drowned...well that's life its THAT FRAGILE...death comes when you least expect it,so we have to trasure our lives and of course treasure those around you;people who loves you and people whom you love dearly.We humans often take things for granted,we only regret when we lost the something that is precious...even that happens to me...SO...i just want to say this....TO MY FRIENDS:I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!U ROCKED MY WORLD!!xDD.not forgettting DEAR GODBROTHERS:THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!-HUGS- xPP.hahaha it seems wierd and stuffs but i mean hey,its not like u have some dirty intentions im just saying this to express how much i appreciate my friends and my godbrothers it's allright.haha ok done talking sch was boring practically its DEAD >:3 and choir was phatetic just now...so few people gosh...haha ok enough talking im off to do my homework

31st january 2005

2006-02-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

today woke up early...10++ well that's rather early for my holiday...went to my grandma's place to get more hong bao..then after that went to westmall to meet alicia and the rest...watched im not stupid too AGAIN!! wth...hahah met clarice,jayne and gang earlier on xDD after the show in which surprisingly i didnt cry!!! went to town with mark and lin jie went straight to kino to get some story books...haha XDD its been a long time since i did that hahahs i got a book called "Silver Sword" about Nazi's i supposed its a recount story by the Nazi victim hope its nice hahahs lin jie got smth like that too titled "I am David" mark got a book titled "Forgotten Fire" lol and he forgot his card's pin number when he was gonna pay for the book XD pro...after that went to get some food then go home lol i mugged abit of my work and then here am i now blogging!haha

2006-01-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

thanks to kezia for the new bloggie!!lol
nothing really happened today and oh i wanted to do my homework but i bloody ran out of foolscap ppr T^T darn!!

2006-01-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

lalala! finally new blog's up XDD

~*Endless Requiem*~

update on the birthday boy's day

short update

Playing with candle

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MY MOTHER IS A FUCKING BITCH

update which is like FINALLY...

Wohoooo~~

pictures...!

Susheeee Day~~

13 april 2006

Updateeeee

THE WHOLE WORLD IS UPSIDEDOWN!!

common test result...one of the worst...

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