I'm trying to conquer the "hollow" within,i need...strength!!.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Sad to say,this is our last day we are gonna be in pulau ubin for OBS the tought of going back to school just makes me sick...oh well.We woke up in the morning,and then uncertain of what happened to me was just a dream or was it real.In about midnight or rather past midnight,i was awaken by noises...lots of noises and i mean noises those type u cant stand its like as if too many and soo many of them are talking to you at the same time.Ok this is freeky let me move on to another thing first before i continue this one.I was awake,noticing a very very loud sound most likely i reckoned from a wild boar...but...i stuck my ear out and realised that is was a snore...the next morning Yong Quan told me eugene was snoring it gave me a shock of my life i thought it would have been a wild boar lingering around our camp site searching for food but then yong quan told me it was eugene haha oh well...ok continue with ze creepy thing.And then soon enough i realised i was talking to it or them or i dunno how to adress them *gomen*i only remembered the only sentence i remember muttering was" are you one of the instructors?" one of them said," no,we are those who are passing on " for a second,i paused kinda shocked but somehow not freaked out and then i said "oh,ok" and then the next thing i noe was i was being woken up by either wen jie or jian hui couldnt rmb.And then we had out breakfast, did our last activity,trust fall again except that we have to jump and whack the bell this time.After we did that we went down to the sovineer shop to get our apparels and then we bade farewell to the instructors and head back for the school...thats all sad to say i has to end here aT^T

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:33 PM

yipeee~~ its the 4th day in Obs time flies and the tought of going back to school made me sick!! and in the morning when i woke up i was like"WHAT THE HECK!!whats that irritating lump on my left wrist"i turned my left wrist and looked at it,it was a bloody damn big blisters filled with thick yellow pus i was like"oh man...i cant do activites =(" and when wen jie saw it he went " eeeww" hahaha for a moment after i looked at it i was feeling even sicker and went back to sleep for 5 mintues and was awaken by jian hui XP.We shoved our tent down into the bags again as usual.I went to find the instructor together with eugene and then she came down and she sent me down to the erm...medical centre i guess haha yeah they applied som cooling lotions it was very very cooling shiok arrh XP!!!then i went out to find the rest they were at the dining hall...ready to have breakfast,so i quickly joined them for breakfast breakfast was big fat lump of fattening noodles hahah i grabbed a whole mountain of it and was actually one of the days where i have monstrous appetite hahaha yea yea thats me! lol we went on to do the morning circle hahah as usual and this time we played a suuuper stupid game lah!! lol we were all an egg and we are supposed to evolve into an immortal o.0 haha yeah swtt!! big big swttt! hahaha i almost became ok!!! then marcus came and win me T^T hahaha so we all had to do the chicken dance stupid dance...really!! and then we went to do the indiana thingy i couldnt rmb i was belaying people first and then i was the last to go up there and i went on to the one that has a height of 14m height yeah and if you ask me,"you have a height phobia" i'll tell you yes i do but somehow i wasnt afraid of it and in fact i kept on looking down as if its only 4 cm away hahaha thats a big leap for me personally hahaha thanks to those who supported me from below haha ^0^.it took us long enough it was soon lunchtime and then we went on to return the harness and helmet and then we went for out lunch...lunch was nice too its chicken again hahaha nice nice !!i had to leave the rest to my fellow team mates *gomen* i went down to get my wrist wrapped up so that is wont burst during my activities.haha so,next we went on to do rafting hahah for this one,marcus naturally took the leader role! hahaha he made me recalled how to tie a square-lashing haha we tied and tied and tied actually geraldine asked me to becareful of my wrist at first then later on she asked me to rest and asked me if im ok hahaha!!ok so we did a check on our own first we shook and shook it but it evaded the word destoryed haha next Lois kicked the drums at the 4 side hahaha i was like aiya no need lah give it up if, we have no time left anyway ahhaha anyway if we do we will have more time to reach our next campsite,which is campsite two and which is also our base camp!so i went to the medical centre again and then get my wrapper changed and then somehting stupid happened hahaha ok maybe i shouldnt say it out eugene hit someone's *ahem* private part with a camping stick and the best part is *ahem* opposite sex hahah sicko!! and then i had kendou fighting with eugene with my bandaged wrist hahaha stupid right. We got ready and then we walk walk walk and walked to the campsite 2 hahah and spotted another monitor lizard and everyone was like asking how come there a tomb near the reservoir hahaha she told us ze histtory of ubin hahha and bla bla bla lalala!!hahaha and i told eugene the path ok!! but wasnt aprrecitated haha they doubted me evil people they are !! lol ok we walked down and then walk walk walk about 5 mins later we saw lights!! haha and guess what its the campsite 2 top part! hahaha i was very much expecting it anyway haha since i've been there before...lol haha we chop chop set out our tents aiya...this part standard lah har...hahaha everytime like tt one hahaha and then we went down to bathe.before bathing we passed our maggie mie to jian hui but he lost it for us!! thanks alot man!! haha so instead we had lots and lots of crackers for dinner hahaha.The night was sooo lively hahah 5-1 people showed their true colors hahaha they went on with their all time favourite game "fcuk the pole" game hahaha sickos hahaha wait i missed out something hahaa before that me n wen jie was sorting out our ponchos hahaha and he made a stupid remark hahaha,he said it looked like the guys' private part LOL haha and anyway we didnt lose anything this time before that i thought i was gonna lose 1 whistle and pay for it haha but thanks to marcus and yong quan's stupidity,marcus found it.the conversation went something like this.
Ryan:We need another whistle,Yong Quan please double check
Y Q :(without checking) i check already lah...dont have...
Marcus:Aiya YQ always like that one.I check again...
YQ :(trying to act smart) aiya check lah check lah if ou can find it i give you 50 down
Marcus:Ok ar (searches)
Marcus: YOU DOWN 50 FOR ME NOW !!(takes out the whistle from the pocket)
YQ :(trying to cover up )aiya how i noe the life jacket has got a pocket,common sense ma
Ryan:how anyone with common sense be that stupid as to think life vest has got no pocket
Marcus& Ryan: hi-5!! nice one hahaha
then he had to do the rest hahah see people,it teaches u a lesson dont act smart and always double checks hahah!after that i went up to sleep with wen jie before we sleep we ate some famos amos cookies hahhaa filling hahah and then we slept and...Good Night,Oyasumi Nasai~ that was end of day 4

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:06 PM

Yeapp its the 3rd day in OBS campsite!!The rocky campsite the stayed on the 2nd night was great! haha it kinda gave us free massage and get us all out for the expedition =).Magellan woke up so late lahh!! you people were supposed to wake up @ 430 coz u peepos havent packed ur bag but then i forgot to tell you!! haha sorry my fault XP ok and then we woke up at about 515.

i think everyone was kinda shoving their tents into their bags already when we were still blur and barely awake.Everyone woke up late, did everything in a rush dang!! i feel so useless as the sea ex leader T___T.So i was panic and was like hurrying everyone to shove the tents into the bags and pack the bags and last but not least!! the ponchos!!! someone couldnt shove the ponchos into he haversacks so i had to teach them how to shove 'em in and ultimately i kinda failed too...somehow

._. hahaha so i had this idea about hanging the ponchos outside the bag which worked hahah and somehow managed to shove all 15 ponchos into the bag or rather around the bag too *banzaiii~!*Then i hurried everyone down again to put the bags into the sandvipers(its a speed boat) i told them, if they didnt wanna carry the bags into the kayaks and wet them and wearing wet clothes for the other 2 days,they should hurry !! haha or rather the instructor told me to tell them that hahaha it worked anyway and again the irritating part comes!!! ZE BLOODY EYE POWER PEEPOS!!! dang it they are getting on my nerves by the 3rd day.

After that, we formed a morning circle a big big one coz its 4 watches in 1 group called the Island testers hahaha kinda funny name! it was Magellan,LivingStone,Junko and erm...whats the other grp's name i forgot hahaha yeah its 4 in 1 anyway!! hahaha.We wished everyone our blessings and the shared what we hoped for in this expedition and then...EVERYONE SPLASH WATER ON THE PERSON NEAREST TO YOU!! ok lmao.

We pushed our kayak down to the sea...the navigator's group,Junko went off first,they decended into the cold water at 7.15 and then followed by my group,Magellan *banzaii~~!*at first the diamond formtion was like woah!! wow but after 15 minutes,the diamond formation started to break up !! haha and we(YuFong and I) saw a freeking monitor lizard nearby our kayak i think only 14m distance o.0!! hahah my paddle was kinda ready to smack the lizard's head anytime it appears hahaha then we sped up for abit and then we kayak kayak and kayak we reached Pulau Sekudu at 1034!! that is soo freeking early and soo freeking ahead of time we expected this group to reach there by at least 1200 pm noon but we cut down on 2 hrs journey which is like woah!! amazing!! we relaxed and chit chat after out 3 hours of short paddle and then we continued on our expedition...before we went off,my instructor Lois gave me a half orange.!! hahah she is kind lol i was eating it on the kayak and actually the first time i appreciate orange coz i was kinda sick of the sea smell the orange brought in a fresh smell!! hahaha and then we kayak kayak and kayaked and finally we reached Chek Jawa it was damnn shallow i think its only about my stomach depth for the water it was a long long strech of shallow water in the middle of a deep sea! amazing i was kinda amazed by it and gave a thanksgiving to God and praises how wonderful His creation is ! hahaha it was rather easy to get capsized in there as the waves are tend to be stronger where the water are shallow *nods* we almost got capsized 3 times hahaha but we didnt after we passed Chek Jawa,everyone was tired due to the course we took which is against the current and especially strong waves at chek Jawa.

We were damn damn tired but somehow it just got cocked up the leader didnt wait for the sweeper and the last people me included!!So Alvin Ong was kinda freeking pissed with the navigator and screamed at her to stop and take a 5 well done alvin!! =)
we paddle paddle and paddled and finally familiar ground!! i was so delighted about the thought of the cooked meal and a decent one hahaha and i had this sudden burst of energy to kayak again hahaha we docked at the shore the sea ex leaders docked first and then carried our kayak up for the use of the next group and followed by the rest.... we had our short break and then changed into our dry attire,(in the bushes of course -.- you dont expect a toilet to pop out of no where) and we continued to walk to the Campsite 1 which we will have our decent meal in hahaha.

we had debrief,the sea ex leader thanked everyone and we are ahead of time by 20 minutes!! and yeah time to BATHE!!!! lol we settled out tent quickly as usual and chiong-ed to the bathroom to clean ourselves !! hahaha and then we had dinner dinner was chicken!!! and for once i ate fish as if its nice!! hahaha yeah hwe had an early night and then yeah that was the 3rd day the action packed day!! =) but it was overall fun haha and i was crappin inside the tent with jian hui and wen jie while leslie get his beauty sleep hahaha thats all for day 3

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 4:39 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

Yup Yup its ze OBS series again and let us continue form where we let off.
Of course the night before after Yong Quan deprived me of my sleep i went to ask Leslie if he wants to set up another tent and sleep in the tent with me(ok that sounded abit wrong but PEOPLE!!dun think dirty >.<)oh i forgot about teh dinner on monday night apparently i got deprived of my food too!! and someone i dont know who untill now,BLOODY KOPED MY FORK ~!!! evil people they are!!Ok in the morning we did some Rock climbing if im not wrong...i think so lets stick to the rock climbing first hahaha.My belayer buay tahan me coz i was climbing so quickly hahaha so he had to take in the rope super quickly lah hahaha sowie i couldnt rmb who was it was it Jian Hui or Wen Jie not sure haha and we keep on crapping about what sausages and soldiers XP yes yes crappy people we are but i seriously enjoyed myself during the fun even the crude jokes too ._. hahaha its been very very very long even too long to remember ever since i could laugh out loud and enjoy myself without having any limitation and restriction i just felt so....freee of my emotions hahaha oh well thats one of the reason why i loved OBS that much and camps too ^0^.
On the second day i pretty much figured out who our buddy watch was it was teh LIVINGSTONE ter-bah-boom ok lmao haha me,Leslie and Marcus climbed the furthest in Magellan ok...! hahaha but i climbed up the fastest and slightly abit more nia hahaha and im porud of it hahah YAY!! then we tried the one LIVINGSTONE was doing it was of a different level of difficulty haha theirs are soo freeking easy can...hahha i managed to reach the top within lets say 10 minutes++ ba hahaha.After that we went to take our lunch or so called lunch which doesnt even fill a quarter of my poor stomach...ok then we set off for our next campsite....but before that....,the instructors taught us how to kayak properly and taught us the capsize drills namely the see-saw and the T-rescue hahaha and then Eugene is so scared of everything lah!! that guy!! even scared of the mud we took very very long to practice our drill because of EUGENE!!! look at this eugenee you should be ashamed of youself XD haha joking.After that we regrouped filled out jerigens and then set out for our next overnight campsite which is at erm 4-5kms away from out base camp but after the rock climbing,of course naturally my arms went tired.So we went down from out kayak and then finished our tents quickly and then...we went for our dinner must thank Eugene and Leslie for cooking our dinner though its only maggie mie and its dry! hahaha thankew thankew.We went down to wash our utensils but then it was already too dark so we didnt wash it properly and then everyone gathered for a briefing on the following day's expedition.I was sooooper tired and i was sitting at the back so natural reaction is....yes smart people SLEEP! i practically fell asleep at the back with my eyes half opened =) hahah then suddenly i heard my name being called so i was like huh...what what thing...and for the moment i thought it was a prank and then the instructor said"ok,those names called please stand up" so i was like ok...*stands* then she went on ok people these will be your expedition leaders for tommorow i was liek o.O eh haaa!! i noe it was eugene who blurted out my name hahaha.anyway i stayed for briefing and then the rest of the group went to pack their bags but it wasnt proper sighhh and then i called them out for a briefing it was very very very brief just to get the sentry duty people and the rest was soo damn difficult lah but i got them anyway.I did my sentry duty with Eugene,Nadiah or was it Siti and Geraldine we were all walking zombies hahah and then smth funny happened when we were doing the sentry duty,we heard crazy frog song!! lol hahaha stupid right hahaha and then we slept after calling the following grp hahaha i rested too hahah i needed that that was the 2nd day end

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:33 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

20th February,2006-Monday
i woke up sooooper early on the 20th feb morning to double check my camping stuff hahaha i wouldnt wanna be stranded on teh freeking ubin without clothes or whatsoever.And then i set off for school unusually earlier with my mumbling so that i wont get teh ASSHOLE in my group haha everyone was very excited on the morning it was a very very lively morning i could say.One of the liveliest morning in AES all my erm life in AES ?yeahh sort of.Ok lets get on with the journey to the Punggol Jetty point itself.The class was so restless and relentless i bet they were gonna be dead tired when they reached the jetty but oh well u know what? they were soooo energetic and i couldnt even believe it myself.Ok we waited at the jetty itself for the boats to transport us to the Pulau Ubin where our camp will resume.Oh i still remembered leonard was soooo seasick that he wanted to vommitt out on the boat XP toughten up man!! BE a MAN!! haha ok enough crapping.When the AES bunch reached the "Hall",we were anxious for the grouping results...and of course i wasnt or rather i was rather anxious to know who my group mates are but not ahem you know who i dun wanna mention...Lucky enough i didnt get you-know-who in my group or else my mood will be rotten spoilt for the entire camp.Oh well i shall name my fellow group members including those people with tremendous "eYE-pOwer" too of course gosh they are irritating me too ok,here they are.From sec 3s we have...Leslie,Jian Hui,Wen jie,Eugene(the full of shit guy),Geraldine,Siti,Nadiah and....Li Yen(bao mei li T____T) and from the sec 5s we have....Myself,Yu fong,Marcus,Dominic,Yong Quan and...unfortunately the bane of all fun and liveliness,Teo Min T______________T.Ok we started off the first day by doing some erm...ice breaking activities of course...and the appointments of IC's for different days.I and Leslie volunteered to be the store IC XP.Marcus and Dominic Volunteered to be the FOOD IC hahaha expected eh...OK Leslie was kinda the first person i talked to for the first day or rather he talked to me first hahaha im shy as usual mwahahaha.Then we did belaying for the rest of the day and we settled the admin stuffs yuppers that was the first day and if i forgot to introduce whats my group it was MAGELLAN behold the "ter-bah-boom group" XP.And of course Yong Quan depreived me of my sleep in the first night evil smelly guy *piff* therefore i decided to set up another tent for myself to be away from him to sleep with other people. Yuppers thats the first day.

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:18 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

daah~ post valentine day the spirit of stupid valentine is still hither .After choir's over accompained Puay Keat to run an errand and then he came over to my place.We talked about our problems haha ya lah whatever chit chat whatsoever.We got lots to catch up with each other.haha ok i enjoyes myself today hahaha and oh we took a picture he'll send it to me its in his phone coz his camera is better hahah so yeah he's gonna send it to me soon haha so look out for it XP

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:34 PM

daah~ post valentine day the spirit of stupid valentine is still hither >.<>.<>:3.After choir's over accompained Puay Keat to run an errand >..

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:23 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

yst was kinda tired so i was lazy to update the blog...went out with wee keong and jia liang to get the solid fuel for OBS which is only few days down the road...sighh so fast sighh !!

bahhh fuck shit blogger this is my second time bloggin about today!!!
The day began with me going to sch unusually early haha for some reason which i dunno why...
I was greeted with chocolates and valentine's gift in the morning i went home carrying a plastic bag full of chocolates !! lol
Puay Keat lent me his waist pouch this morning for OBS!! haha thanks bro!! <3
After school i went home bathed and bla bla bla and then went down to school bus stop to go n meet riko.Walked down to her house with Yoshi XD.Marcus was very excited when we reached well at least thats from what i dechiper LOL.ok played Halo2 haha i didnt get 0 kill this time round okay i killed marcus twice but i got 6 kills in total.lol HA!!MARCUS!!i will improve my skill and make you keel down to me!! mwahahaha
After awhile mayuri-taichou called riko and then we went down to fetch him hahaha he got lost!! lol.Continued playing bleach after that hahaha stupid marcus dun wanna let me win >.< evil boi haha nvm next time i shall win him.I defeated riko's gin with ichigo mwhahah ICHIGO YOU ROX!!then after that played some mario thingy hahah so cute can everyone was like shouting "die die die!!","no no no you die" hahahha so funny!!after a few rounds i went home and bathed and here i am blogging.

"when you are blessed with strength,use it to protect those you love,not to hurt people."

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 1:14 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Woke up at around 9++ today and then bathed and ate 2 packs of indomie which na.riko-chan said was alot...went down to the school bus stop at about 10.56 and i thought i was late...i waited at the bus stop.While i was waiting,Teck Tee came down from the bus and talked to me,pretended nothing has happened,pretend that he didnt ignore me in sch WTF lor...of course i dun wanna spoil my day,so i talked to him in "nicer" tone .he asked me where was i going so i told him i was going to get my new bag with SOMEONE.Then he orh me.Then i asked him again then he told me he was gonna meet Ervin,so i said ok.Then his bus came and he went off (luckily or else im gonna get pissed off).Then shortly after the went off i went to call Na.riko-chan she is surprisingly very late *nod nod* her amazing handphone alarm didnt ring.So she decided to treat me a stick of dango,which looked like erm umm muachee~~So.Finally she came down.then we set off to westmall to get my bag.I got my self zinc bag.then after that went down to JP's IMH to the Daisho.She walked around to search for her Valentine's Day Gift containers...but it was a wasted trip she said the containers arent cute enough ._. Then went down to doby ghaut initially to pass FF7:AC disc to Wei Liang but then before he reached i saw Lin Jie,Mark,and i dunno the other guy's name wth SORRYY!! T^T.They were waiting for Steven. And in addition guess who was there,worst scenario Teck Tee,Ervin and Endi was there too wth...Then finally wei liang came.I passed the disc t him and then off we go to Takashimaya.Went down to get Tori Q and then my Dango XD.Then went up to Kinokuniya to get her J-rock magazine T^T.Then went back to Doby Ghaut arcade T^T What's up with people and Arcades T^T.After that went home to send my Dad off to the airport and here i am blogging sighhh havent do D&T yet...cant be bothered lazy...

"Those who are not willing to put their lives in the frontlines are people who are not ready to talk about the Death and Life matter."

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:07 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

woke up at around 930 today,i was almost late meeting Puay Keat hahaha lol after that went to meet him,played dota for about an hour.Then went down to school for the parent's seminar.it was damn boring...Mr Keh was like talking rubbish and showing unpleasant results!! Baka!! >:3 i almost fell asleep but fortunately i didnt xP.Then my parents went to talk to mr jerome Tan.he praised me to the heavens larhh!!after that went around the school talking to people i know then went down to westmall to buy mac for mark and the rest.During debrief i was playing with harris."kendou fighting" hahah so lame!!after that i went home and here i am blogging

"Within everyone,there's a wish.When the wish is fulfilled,they call it bliss"

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 7:40 PM

woke up at around 930 today,i was almost late meeting puay keat lol after that went to meet him,played dota for awhile and then after that went down to school for parents' seminar~ so boring...mr keh was like talkin and talkin and talkin >:3 almost fell asleep but didnt xP.Then my parents went to talk to mr Jerome tan Xp he praised me to the heavens larh!! kns >.<>.
"Within everyone,there's a wish.When the wish is fulfilled,they call it bliss"

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 7:19 PM

school was as usual today...kinds sucked,nah actually it sucked all the time!!I was waiting for the day to end hmm hmm...yes yes the release of O level result!!but before that the last period i had with mr Jrm tan was kinda exceptional though he didnt teach,and moreover it was one of the rare days where i see the class with mr jerome tan inside filled with laughter xDD.He was talking about none other than the OBS that my classmate's gonna go in 10 days time.He told us his personal story of OBS,the funniest part was when he told us he couldnt fit into the kayak or canoe because his size was way too big for the canoe to spare!! xDD so they had to get him a bigger one(luckily there such canoe).There was no RME shit today wheee~! oh well the long waited moment has finally arrived,wether will it bring glory or darkness...summary,Winnie was the top student for this year,she's got 9points wow...i hope i can get that too...XD

*you!!*
*yes,you!!*
*you got 14 points,that goes to say that u owe me a DotA game *evil grin**

congratulations to riko-chan for getting what she wants XDD

after that went for dummy choir...oh well nothing much after that went home...thats all for today i guess

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:49 AM

Friday, February 10, 2006

as usual school's BAD and i mean BAD gosh so much problems cock up damn irritating lah...skipped D&T today *rarely hears truency from me eh..* but now u do the maths test todat was freeking hard for crying out loud...i couldnt even do 10 so called simple questions...must buck up
*c'mon ryan u have to buck up*
*nods*

man...why cant i have a happy valentine for ONCE...its coming but then...ah well...forget it fcuk valentine,whats so big about that sickening day...i dont see anything special...

to those people who are taking their O-level results tmr,I wish you all the best,good luck...

P.S-riko-chan dont worry u wont recieve the first hand results,i will see it for u first *giggling like a devil* u better pray hard its good or im gonna reprimand you *evil grin*

once again ALL THE BEST FOR YOU PEEPS !!xD

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:54 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

ole...!im supposed to have choir now but kinds lazy so here i am...im currently insuide ze SC room,slacking and at the same time waiting for riko-chan xDD

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 4:42 PM

damn it man what a day,what a week...everything just went wrong can...fuck it lah...D&T D&T D&T shiiiett larh...bloody subject...if only our sch has got literature...bloody bugger...its him againn bloody $*@$%&*#@! doesnt appreciate what i do for him.still dao me summore i treat him like one of my best buddy,one of the most important person to me and what did he fucking do to me.im not asking him to return favors but im just asking him to be more appreciative to me can!!if he thinks that im very free well...im not freeking free okay.I've got my other stuffs to do.!!like my O levels which is like 10X more important than him wtf lah!!im not gonna be there if im not appreciated.I have been fuckin dumb to stay by his side!! what u treat me like some kind of dog is it well i'm telling u if u make me hate you,you will regret it i swear it we'll see who will beg for mercy later on!!!mark my words.ok enough of that...thoday's EC was kinda lame...2 free periods out of 3...after EC went to bp with mark,alicia,and puay keat ate LJS...i ate alot im not in a good mood,so i need to stuff myself so that i dont get tired in the process of being angry im UNYAPPY NOW!! VERY VERY.

P.S:Thanks to Nariko-san for listening to my complaints and forgive me for the vulgarities *gomen**bows*

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:51 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Today was nothing other than normal school days...as F***-ed up as usual.I hate it this way...I had enough of someone...if he's not gonna appreciate whatever i f***ing did for him then im not gonna be there anymore im not gonna be nice to people anymore,when im nice they just freeking step all over me.enough is enough if u dont treat me nicely dont expect me to treat u nicely too from now on im not gonna be so freeking dumb as to trust anyone.I had enough of people stepping all over me just because im slightly "nice" to them.Went down to the indonesian embassy to settle some dumb stuffs regarding the passport.Went down there just to give thumbprints...so dumb right...im gonna mug my homework now

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:37 AM

Monday, February 06, 2006

slept late last night...so...woke up at around 11++ today then played w3...coz i got nth to do and i was too lazy to do homeworkk...after that ate my breakfast and then bathed.went down to church.(like finally after so long) sighh...felt a bit uncomfortable because havent been to church for too long gosh...horrible kid i am.After the service it was around 7.09 then went home bathed..and here am i now supposed to be doing hw but blogging.and my these 3 days sucks kays...i just feel like shiet

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 1:24 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Woke up about 10++ in the morning,got up in the morning the first to be scolded...spoil my day... >:3 irritating man...then bathed and set off for orchard building...took photo for passport thingy then went home n changed...after got changed went to meet lin jie n mark @ long john silver.supposed to go to ngee ann poly for the open house but it was raining so...i was kinda lazy and didnt wanna get wet...so in the end i didnt went.Walked around plaza sing for awhile then went to meet Geraldine for susheee~ again...XD spend about 14++ on susheeee today XD sushii sushiii * craves *i shall have it some other time *evil grin*walked around westmall for abit then went home...and here am i blogging TA-DA!! ok...thats retarded

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:35 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

it has been a wonderful yet irritating day...woke up at 5 oclock today...met Teck Tee at 5.35 at the nearby kopitiam and then went off to KAP to get some food (actually just hashbrowns...)then went to take bus...bloody 852 didnt wanna stop...then had to wait for 157,the bus was like full because of the students...after NJC the bus was cleared...reached mc ritchie aboout 730+...after the x-country wanted to do smth but because of someone who pissed me off so i didnt forget it i shall not mention about it...went with mark,lin jie,kean wai,and steven to Junction 8 to have lunch...ate Mos burger then after that go walk walk then take mrt home...all was damn tired...they all slept on the way home...and of course after that went home to sleep...supposed to go ngee an poly for the open house but im too lazy to go so i'll do it tmr...after my nap,went out with Geraldine eat sushiiii~~she took some retarded pict XD after that walk walk around westmall...and then i went to her house.Played X-Box,marcus went crazy during the game XD haha but it was fun about 10+ i went home.and here am i blogging kinda lazy to write the exact happenings not in a very good mood also...nothing has been going right for me today the day just sucks...dahhh!

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:58 PM

darn,tmr is X-Country one of the school even i hate the most...!and it was very very nice weather to sleep today...i was like dozing off in the class...cant believe that i actually doses off in sleep...today all the teachers are like...singing lullaby to me...i just starts dozing off whenever the teacher speaks except for mr jerome tan i guess...xDD.Mr.Ho's lesson was the worst...me n Jia liang was like "emm","arh","orh"-ing whatever Mr.Ho said but i doubt he heard it xPP doesnt matter anyway...finally my mountain pile of homeworks' reduced to be a hill now...hahaha i shall continue doing them later on now its time to slack awhile XDD and here i am blogging lol

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:31 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

school was fine today,or rather boring...Teck Tee's not back from M'sia yet missed him XD!!*yearns* the school was rather solemn today coz of an accident that struck one of our Assumptionite.He got drownd in Sentosa i think...what a tragedy im sure he went there to have fun and all sort of stuff la but ended up getting drowned...well that's life its THAT FRAGILE...death comes when you least expect it,so we have to trasure our lives and of course treasure those around you;people who loves you and people whom you love dearly.We humans often take things for granted,we only regret when we lost the something that is precious...even that happens to me...SO...i just want to say this....TO MY FRIENDS:I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!U ROCKED MY WORLD!!xDD.not forgettting DEAR GODBROTHERS:THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!-HUGS- xPP.hahaha it seems wierd and stuffs but i mean hey,its not like u have some dirty intentions im just saying this to express how much i appreciate my friends and my godbrothers it's allright.haha ok done talking sch was boring practically its DEAD >:3 and choir was phatetic just now...so few people gosh...haha ok enough talking im off to do my homework

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 6:00 PM

today woke up early...10++ well that's rather early for my holiday...went to my grandma's place to get more hong bao..then after that went to westmall to meet alicia and the rest...watched im not stupid too AGAIN!! wth...hahah met clarice,jayne and gang earlier on xDD after the show in which surprisingly i didnt cry!!! went to town with mark and lin jie went straight to kino to get some story books...haha XDD its been a long time since i did that hahahs i got a book called "Silver Sword" about Nazi's i supposed its a recount story by the Nazi victim hope its nice hahahs lin jie got smth like that too titled "I am David" mark got a book titled "Forgotten Fire" lol and he forgot his card's pin number when he was gonna pay for the book XD pro...after that went to get some food then go home lol i mugged abit of my work and then here am i now blogging!haha

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 1:55 PM