I'm trying to conquer the "hollow" within,i need...strength!!.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

awright...due to alot of requests asking me to update my blog,i will...
nothing much happened for the past few days...
Monday,
Puay Keat came to my place to swim after school at like 5! crazy arse...haha then swim swim swim and then he asked me to accompany him to take files from hui yi's place,so iwent...hahah we both wore the same shirt haha the SL shirt for 2006 after that had dinner and did our work at sunshine place then went home...hahaha

oh i have yet to write contract about us not supposed to play dotA haha on sat we are gonna freeking sign the paper haha a pact made in black n white

xDD thats all

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:22 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

f*** those idiots larhh!! spoilers!! my common test result were bad enough and there goes some idiots adding on to my stress list...its like OMG can...secondary 5 and you still play and siturb people on the railings!! MY BAD ASS PLEASE LAH!! GROW UP CAN OR NOT!! WTF....16 and 17 years olds still behave like primary school kids...what the fungus...

After sch met pk outside the staffroom and then went to walk around the school real quick...but wtf...benjamin come telling us"i shall treat you to an hour of DotA" migosh...shouldnt have played ok...there were 2 friggin feeders...so what do you think the outcome is...of course we LOST.!!gah!!im so not gonna touch that friggin DotA untill my O level ends...TO HELL WITH DOTA DAMN IT!!!

Everything just goes wrong today okay...nothing absolutely NOTHING WENT RIGHT TODAY!! what the heck is going on...bloody hell i have no freaking idea on whats happening in my life kays...

before i forget...BIG BIG THANKS TO DWITYA'S PRESSIE FOR ME!!
i guess thats all for today an oh...

FUCK THE COMMON TEST RESULT!!

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:04 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

man~ i was anticipating my common test result on the first day of school damn it but it gave me such a bad shock that after the first paper i didnt wanna see anymore of those...i got 31\50 which is only a low b3 for chemistry, 17\30 for english which is a moderate c5 which is a total uber disgrace for me wtf...and last but not least 7\40 for maths i mean its like WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING it suddenly dropped all the way like that that is as bad as what happened to me in sec 1!! i mean WHAT THE TOOOT!! spoilt my freeking whole day okay...a bad result that is...

the rest of the day was fine...went to pizza hut with hui yi,pk,hilda,xue jing and some other red cross peeps had fun laughter and joy there haha then decided to go n study at a void deck near pk's hse...wth...haha that was all i guess and here am i blogging

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:12 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

woke up at 6.45 am in the morning because of puay keat's call >_< then washed up and wentt down to meet him at the bus stop...was darn sleepy when i met him hahas then walked down to school bus stop...saw li ying and li yi at the opposite bus stop but i doubt they saw me ahaha then we took 75 down to bukit timah nature reserve hahah saw benjamin pow on the way up!! haha he was with his school had a short chat with him for a bit then we continue our walk (wanted to talk to him more if we had more time)haha walk walk walk then when we reached the sumitt we took a photo together then we continued to walk down.Went to my hse to swim...haha i "raped" him in the swimming pool hahax then went to his hse for ahwile... then afteer a while erwin recieved a call from his brother asking us to play DotA which is like...-.- with the arsehole...kinda lazy to go but then since we had nothing to do so we went hahaha when the game started i was like...omg...sure win close one eye n play hahaha within 15 minutes i was pawning people like mad hahaha by then 30th minute i got a HOLY SHIT haha cool...the second game was best i got 30 kills i practically killed 30 times hahah so fun the bloodlust is overriding me! bwahahahaha i pawned the arsehole alot of times it satisfied my revenge buahahahah then went home with pk after having dango~~ hahaha we realised that we had been seeing each other realy lots its like 8 days straight... hahaha

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:52 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

sorry for not have been updating coz everyday i went out and im kinda tired when i got home...so well yeah...
neways...for the past 4 days it has been quite good except that on monday my mum was being a soooper bitch kay...i dun wanna say about it anymore so...hmmmm.

For the past 4 days i have been with puay keat i have no freeking idea why so haha yeah...i went to his place and stayed untill about 8+ for 2 days straight and then went home

Friday
today i woke up at 12++ was almost late meeting puay keat.today supposed to have ice cream buffet @ sweensens we had it anyway lah...we had lunch before that so i couldnt eat much of the ice cream.Wei Joe,samuel,Shu Meng,and fedrick was there but he had to leave early so yeah hahaha.After that went to town with them...puay keat,me erwin,ervin and endi went to play dota hahah crap lah...im spreading my dota-ness to everyone around me lah! hahaha i temaed up with erwin hahah they got 3 ppl ok!! not fair but i still won anyway hahah they got owned and they like heard the HOLY SHIT dunno how many times ar hahhaa yeah went to had dinner after that then go home...hahaha on the bus home with pk we spotted a pasar malam hahah then we went down to take a look hahaha then he went to buy guava and amazingly he poked himself with it mwahahaha and he bled~.hahah went home after that hahah night guys

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:32 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

yeap...this is the last day of the sec 1 camp...nothing much happened in the morning...but during lunch stupid things happened affizul scolded the meals comm excluding me of course...i told the com to listen to me coz i had experience from the previous year but alot of them refused and some didnt hear it so oh well...then the sec 1's had area cleaning...we bid farewell to them afterwards...after that went to shower room to check kinda dirty so get some ppl to clean them up and then back to the hall...had debrief which is like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper short...hahaha after that we went to clear our bunks and then Ain,farhanah's older sis had smth for us and we drank together and then we were dismissed ms lee kept on thanking us hahah you are welcomed! hahaha yeah then went to eat prata with hui yi,li yi,li ying,hilda and puay keat hahah then went home

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:03 PM

it didnt feel like saturday at all barely had enough sleep...because of my stomachache...i went home right away after preparing my breakfast...and whn i reached home...hahaha i went right away to the toilet and let out whatever has been stored in there haha yeah after that...i went to bathe and then i slept till 11+ and then when i woke up my body felt hot...i though i had fever but i couldnt be bothered to check my temperatur i packed whatever i needed and then rushed back to sch...it was the climax of the whole camp supposedly because the night is campfire night
i went back to school half sleeping and when i mrs norman asked me to help her take out the apple wrappers i was staring at them... hahaha and then sat down for a while talk talk talk and then the sec 1s came and then as usual they made lots of noise... stupid ppl and then cleared up the mess they made.. then went to medic room coz i felt sick,took my temperature omg its like 38.6 can...haha crazy ar...then soon after yee wen asked me to lay down on the stretcher then i rested after that gary came in with an injury hahaha yee wen did a 'surgery'on him haha was kinda sucessful then she went to take care of me but was more like torture,after 1hr there i went back to prepare dinner for the sec1 's then got ready for the campfire.The campire this year wasnt a real fire...coz ms lee thought it was gonna rain...so she mobilized all the planners to shift everything up to the hall...and we had our campfire there hahaha but it was kinda fun...one of the campfire where i enjoyed myself there...i can let my feelings out freely i truly enjoyed myself there!! haha thanks to those who were with me there!! haha

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:37 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Its the sec 1 camp todayy~ i was like damn early on this particular day i dunno why...im neither interested in the sec 1 camp or woke up early inceidentally haha but i guess im kinda excited over teh sec 1 camp on how will the sec 1s reacts to me or to the other senior and im trying to see what ms lee said was right or not...she said the instructors was very very high and full of spirits haha but i guess in the first day they proved her wrong the instructors were like all so dead...during the opening speech the sec 1s were like so dead also..no energy one haha. Ok lets move on to my duty...i was assigned to meals com supposedly to supervise them but meals comm what u expect...i had to help out too but not too much of course...but then...there are people who abandoned their duty and was slacking to i had to cover up...that was afternoon...and i was partly pissed off by some class instructors who just dont understand instructions and caused the sec 1's to do the wrong thing too...i was saying out all the %%&^#@! for the entire day...the dinner was kinda better...except that i became teh runner for dinner n supper...sighh after that went to batheee lalala an slept at medics room hahaha its comfy! haha
I had stomach upset on the first night which is like ._. wtf... at first i ignored it coz it didnt hurt that much...but 15 mins later i suddenly sat up coz it hurt real bad...then the not-yet-sleeping puay keat saw me hahaha and asked me if im fine so i told him i got some stupid stomach upset...he woke up n waited for me to sleep...hahah so good!! unusually good hmm * suspects* hahaha that was first day lol
Special Thanks to...:
Puay Keat for taking care of my at night <3

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:22 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

6th march
Was a normal school dae...nothing much...after school had meeting for meals comm omg its so not done can...so many more things to settle but it was kinda good except that its uber late...then after sch pk came to my place...supposedly to study but ended up playing wthxx! hahaha i grew to adore him more n more XPP ok...then studied for a bit actually and then he went home at around 7++

7th March
Another normal dae except that its a tuesday without any EC's instead we went for basket ball match...the girls...they won but oh well they almost lost...after school pk came to my place againn wanted to study...we did study ok...but then he went to touch the comp and made some stupid thing for himself -.- XXDD ok...studied and playeddd again wthh...common test is tmr its physics and maths omg im soo dead i havent studied much for maths...ahhah so im going to sleep early tonight and study tmr when i wake up in the morning
oyasumi~

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:01 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

it is in the morning already...
We were like talking chit chattingg and then time flies quickly and it was time for shan to go to the waiting room...she burst into tears and hugged her mom and we hugged each other after that,bidding farewell and well wishes to her...i almost cried T^T and then we watched her as she walked into the waiting room...thx for PK and yoshi for comforting me ^^ and riko for erm...letting me tag along? hahaha yeah and then we bid farewell to her again and she walked in and soon enough i saw kezia and her bro? sending someone off too i suppose...yeah then we said bye to her mom and relative and then we went to take teh sky train but it wasnt activated yet,so we walked all teh way from terminal one to terminal 2 was a quick walk but well yah enjoyable hahaha.after that we took mrt back we dropped and somerset mrt station and then we went our seperate ways..i n pk went to play dota in the morning...wierd eh? haha oh well i owned him in two matches mwahahaha haha yeah then we went back home but on the way pk was sleeping on my lap i was like @_@ what the tooties haha i fell asleep too and then we got down the bus and had prata as our breakfast oishineee~~! haha and then i went back home to sleep and i slept all the way till 10pm from 10am hahaha 12 hrs LOL yeah well that was all for sunday and there is school tmr sighh!

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:02 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

ok...lets start with saturday...
Every Staurday i usually went out with Jian Hui n gang or Teck Tee or Pk for dota games but forget about Teck Tee lar haar.. since he has been an ass so yesh...but this saturday was kinda unusual.can you belive that ervin who has been claiming that he dislikes dota challenged me to one ._. hahaha since i was kinda bored so i agreed to him and then i was waiting at home for his call,slacking nearly falling asleep on teh sofa...then jian hui called me and asked me out for a dotgame at 2.30 which is coincidentally the time ervin was gonna meet me.Then i went out at 2.00 and then puay keat called me and asked if i was going out anywhere.then i told him at first he said"dun wan lah no money" ._. but he came anyway -.- then went up to ze usual place but teh place was full...so...i walked around ze placeee met syaqif n hisham inside LOL and thenwalk walk walk pk sms me then i walked down to go n find that boi.
met jian hui n gang after awhile...but teh place was still full so...we went down to L.O.L or smth to check but it was full too and soon enough ervin called me so i left the grp with pk and went to found ervin.as usual he has go no sense of proper dressing his dressing is horrendous.haha ok enough of that they were eating mac donald.
ervin koped brandon's fries...freeloader XPP hahaha.i told them beauty world was full so wen went to erm..bukit timah plaza but it was full too... checked and checked but all full so we didnt play on that day and so we decided to go home since brandon needed to go back by 6.
Pk decided to go to my hse n swim ._. and sauna >.< he was excited -as if he neve went for one before -.-"- hahaha but nvm...i followed him home, took his erm...clothes and then went for a swim.lalala i swam faster than him mwahahahaha
but i got tired faster teeheee...after a quick swim about 30 mins we went for sauna lalala~~then went up to my hse to bath then i sent him off first coz he's coming back after his dinner with his mom.such a filial boy my godbro is XP lmao.And then after my dinner i sms-ed him to meet me below his block at 9.After we met i was like.. ._. white... ahhah then walked to bus stop sch bus stop haha but i forgot smth so we went back and take it...after that went down to sch bus stop we walked slowly down to the school bus stop.i was waiting waiting and waiting~~ nehhh~~ riko and yoshi nii is ubeeeer late!! we supposed to meet at 945 but they reached at what time>.<
oh riko needed to go to the toilet she was saying that the sch toilet is closed so she has to go home and use teh toilet.so i went ._. oh ok...then she shunpo over *zooom* hahah but it was a slow one.So finally when everyone met up we took a bus over to shan ling's place and oh jonathan wasnt going i heard hahha.then when we reached her house yoshi set up teh game console and thennn we played for awhile but soon was taken by shan's cousins hahaha they were sooper funny.They were playing ultraman =.= its all your fault yoshii!! >:3 hahaha they plae plae plae untill about 2.50am+ shan's mom asked us to have something to eat it was dumpling or smth we supposed to dip it into teh veinegar it was nicee~ hahaha but riko n yoshii was bullying me i got carried away while eating and they went...go ryan go eat more u need it then i went ._. ehh oh omg *stops eating*.haha then we went down to take a cab to teh airport.
on the way to teh airport pk went blur he heard everything wrongly...what the neh neh~~ riko kept on saying he's cute.he is la but very idiotic >.< haha
It is a sunday already dawn on teh sunday...teh airport is very familiar place to me so i can roam free around without getting lost in it hehehe.I'll update about the 5th march in the enxt post.

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:13 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

lalala~ just a normal school day with nothing much and i realised that i only took out my pencil case at the last 2nd period ._. the whole day was practically listening to teacher's talks ._. after school went for choir for an hour or so and then...went back home~~ changed and thennnn went for suhsiii~~ with riko n yohsi nii XPP.oh i havent linked him yet hahah link'll be up soon XPP.yeah ate at sushi tei taka...chit chatted,talked about or camps and ghost stories ._. what a topic to be discussed during dinner hahaha XPP after that walked around taka n then went home~ and sending shan ling off lata~ T^T

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:16 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I was sooper tired today i have no idea why i think its due to the OBS i have yet to regain my stamina and the 2.4 run which follows uup after OBS practically i have not had enough time to rest...and the thought of the sec 1 camp and the horrible sec 1's sickens me =S.And next week is common test *woooot*!! sighhh...i practically fell asleep on mdm liew and mrs koh ._. then i was kinda lazy to go for CCA coz the sec 4 express peeps are having their mock exam for chinese wth if they are not there no point for me to stay there the freeking base and tenor are not gonna procude any freeking sound so i thought forget it lah...As i was walking down,i saw Shan Ling and Geraldine tagged along with them and talked bla bla bla and then i skipped choir...gaahhh~ cant be bothered larh~they went to my place then Jelly bean was like calling ze kuma-kuma mantou... -.- hahaha they took picture and they took my picture with ze "mantou"and then we went down to meet Yoshi~~and then went to lot 1 to have beancurd thingy ------- and then walked arnd and played arcade...and then i came home and played dota in b.net sighh so tiring and here i am bloggin...im sleeping soon nite~~

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:46 PM