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Sunday, December 03, 2006


im feeling shitty again now....although nothing is really wrong today....but yeah...felt like a piece of cow dung.how i wish all these will end right now...i just cant seem to keep on with this anymore why? why?although i understand that this has a purpose in my life but i still want to ask why this happens...stupid yeah i know sorry for being an idiot.

'in this world there are no coincidences,only the inevitable awaits.'i know...but yes...i still cant swallow this fact...at least im trying to but with several breakdowns.... and actually those are fine with me i just didnt want to implicate those around me especially those who are dear to me...oh well...Over 1000 nights i have been looking out of the small window i have,waiting and watching untill the right star descent.

千の夜を超えて-Aqua Timez [Bleach the Movie:Memories of Nobody]

oh well i went out with daniel today just before church...he picked up his games and when we were back at our condo,this guard starts picking on him for some reason haha that was hilarious but kinda annoying...=.-

for what purpose i have obtained these wisdom that helps people?i kinda forgotten those
why do i go to great extent to help those around me ?i forgotten those to
what is my wish ?my wish is one...its for this nightmare before christmas ends during chirstmas


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:00 PM

ME.

Name -Ryan Putra
Age -17
B'day -14th November 1989
Loves -God,my friends,not forgetting MY BESTIE NICK=)
Likes -going out with my friends,reading,crapping around
Dislikes-Being wrongly accused,blog spammers,traitors

WISHLISTS
#1 HER!!
#2 world peace
#3 a good friend
#4 peace in my heart
#5 got to JAPAN again!!
#6 instrument
#7 mp3

CALENDAR
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Rants.



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Friends.

[X]alane
[X]aldrich
[X]alicia
[X]alistair
[X]alvin tan
[X]amira
[X]anelie
[X]ann(zipporah)
[X]berline
[X]brian
[X]caryl
[X]clarice
[X]crsytal
[X]dave
[X]daniel =)
[X]denyse
[X]diana
[X]dinesh
[X]dwayne
[X]dwitya
[X]edwin
[X]farah
[X]felicia
[X]geraldine
[X]haris
[X]hilary
[X]hui yi
[X]ignatius
[X]jasmine
[X]jayne
[X]kathleen gacad
[X]kezia
[X]kenny
[X]lin jie
[X]li yi
[X]li ying
[X]mark
[X]maverick
[X]NICK =)
[X]nariko
[X]norfi
[X]rasyiqa
[X]sharene
[X]shi ying
[X]soon heng
[X]teck tee
[X]tiffanie
[X]wan jun
[X]wee keong
[X]yee wen
[X]xue jing
[X]xtie
[X]xiao han
[X]yu xiang
[X]yoshi
[X]zuladly
[X]zack


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"there is no such thing as coincidence in life.there are only the inevitables..."
"Form your resolve,move on and dont look back"
"Even the past has its future"