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Saturday, December 02, 2006

these few days has sucked alot....the whole week has been nightmare.... how i wish all these are but nightmare before christmas...all that you dont want to happen everything you could possibly hate...as in HATE...
Wednesday
went over to nick's house...stayed overnight there,sure had fun there.a time where i can get away from MY HOUSE AND MY MOTHER AND everything i could possibly hate.Darren told me that there is this job at science centre and the interview is on thursday,so i included a set of clothes for the interview for the following day...had my dinner before i went there...no i think...nick's mom bought dinner for me...and then went into the room after that...chatted then angel went to play O2jam...then when it comes for nick's turn i went outside and talked to his mom...and then...went in again after he finished his game...couldnt really remember what happened that night but all i can remember is...we were talking about some ghost shit...then after that i mentioned *ahem* and then he got hyper and start talking about her all night he was practically ranting his lungs off...haha and what makes it worse was i was sleeping beside him on the same bed so...yeah the impact is more...ummm striking?haha but i liked listening to those...it made me think how i wish my mom hadnt had a miscariage and i would have a younger brother like him...bah!! we ranted about each other's *ahem* till say around 5 am!? haha amazing right? we were practically unable to speak any further untill he got knocked out first and i fell into a deep sleep soon after.
Thursday
something woke me up exactly at 8.30 went to bathe and then set off for science centre.met darren at the bus stop...went for the interview and when i thought it turned out well i guess i wasnt choosen for the job..so screw it...went back...was feeling very very lethargic already but tried to be like normal but i guess i couldnt help feeling tired...went to westmall with nick after that...then he went to kfc and i decided to eat too...then something bad happened...and i just broke down...i shall not commence with the rest of the story its shall just be between me and nick...

p.s:nick,i understand your intention and i appreciate it very much.but please i know you cant handle it so just please leave it,its not too late to turn back now...just let me have a peace of mind that if i cant help myself at least i dont trouble someone who is dear to me so...please be true to yourself dont do this,its making me feel even worse.


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:42 AM

ME.

Name -Ryan Putra
Age -17
B'day -14th November 1989
Loves -God,my friends,not forgetting MY BESTIE NICK=)
Likes -going out with my friends,reading,crapping around
Dislikes-Being wrongly accused,blog spammers,traitors

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#2 world peace
#3 a good friend
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